Tomorrow, Tuesday, is the day my little girl should have been born. :(
I still haven't received any results on exactly why she died, but it doesn't matter to me anymore. Fact is, she's gone, and nothing can change it. I have more check ups, and tests on Wednesday morning, but Im not expecting to be told anything different.
As you all know, I have had the worst year, but your support has really helped me so much more than you could ever know.
Zero, you have been fantastic. ;)
After all the tears and tantrums I have thrown at you, Im surprised youre still around.
I'd like to repeat the fact, that if it wasn't for you guys and my fantastic friends n family, I would be....well, I wouldn't be as happy.
Tomorrow, I have taken the day off work to sit by Dylan's grave with my ex.
Then I should be hunting for a headstone. So, in true Lilmiss style, Im gonna get sozzled later. :01:
Thanks again to all the stars in here, I wont embarrass myself naming you all, as I would probably forget someone. You know who you all are though. http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/huggles.gif
As for my Lil princess, I have written a poem, which I may post tomorrow.
Ok, now Im gonna get some kip in, waiting for tomorrow has drained me so much.
Im sure now I can get on with my life n hopefully find my smiles again.
You guys rock, and I wish I could just show you how much I appreciate you. :)