I think you all should know something..
Recently my posts have become verbose and wierd...
I feel an explanation is due..
As some of you will know, I have just been through a trying period regarding my son Thomas.. He had.... cancer; now it would appear he is healed.. after more than 2 years of therapy chemo cures, operations , infusions and radio therapy...We have been to hell and back. Today Thomas is robust, healthy and back to school and catching up with all he has missed. This is super good news.
For me it brought with it a sort psychic release.. after two years of the most terrible fear a parent can experience. The fear that I might have to bury my child. This brought with it two years of depression. WE have not been officially told that Thomas's cancer is healed..Somehow though I feel that the doctors won the Battle and saved my dear son's life. I can't even begin to explain to you my feelings. Suddenly a weight was lifted..and my brain was kick started. It started functioning again after two years of still-stand, it went into overdrive too...as some of you noticed.
Then to compound this good new situation, I was fortunate to meet Shakita who recently joined FST.. At this moment in time, I am falling deeply in love with her and is my first love in 7 years and its great . To be honest I have all the signs... butterflies in the tummy, feeling as teenager... etc... This is the reason basically for the strange content of my posts.
I expect this to continue until mid September by which time, my posts should return to the "sensible" and empty posts all of you, over the last 4 years, have become accustomed to.
Just thought it time to explain what's up as I am sick...love-sick ,,,I love it and I in love with Shakita.