Now a few weeks ago you may remember my rampage on here posting 100s of usless threads that had one word etc etc..
Now why did I do that??
well for a start it anoyed the shit out of a lot of people and I am deeply sorry for it..
I am nothing like I am on the forum in the real world out there.. if you speak to me personally on MSN or the phone you know what the Real Adam is like (people like Mathea will know this and that Im not a 40 year old Alcaholic haha) anyhow I guess at another shakey time in my life and when I do have the problems I seem to come out on this forum Try to froget everything there is going on in life and post away beserk get my mind off anything and take out the anger the bitterness the sadness all out on a forum.
Im the kinda guy who keeps the feelings in me about anything and I look fine and happy when deep down you know its all a act.. and because of all the shit that goes on in the real world my temprement and the heart I wear on my sleeves so much I usually bring it all out on here
what started all this you might say well.. not easy to not guess a girl I was involved in last year and didnt work out at all in the end and the bitterness I just had and then I think to myself Im a nothing Im a nobody what do I have that nobody else does and why would anyone want me?
I know Im completely over it now and it was proven when last week the famous ex has a new Boyfriend and I dont seem to care at all or feel anything thats how I know I am 100% sure over it all.
bascilly my inner thoughts seem to come out on this forum and in real life they dont at all and thats the real me!!
well anyhow id like to apologies for all those on here for a few weeks ago that I was annoying as hell on here to you verbally and well just plain a pain in the ass.
and big thanks for those who put up with me during that time on here and stayed with me a massrive one goes to Mathea who played a huge part in bringing me back to me again your the best!!
Im back to me again no more crazy looks Im Adam and here for fun
its great to have such a forum ive been on for 4 years and the only forum I regully have vistited over 4 years still know most of ya and your all great