Every night I cry myself to sleep because I have no future. I have no love life. I have no education. I have nothing. I'm so close to losing my mind, and the people who claim to be helping me through this do so by reminding me that I fail at every possible aspect of life. My self esteem and will power have hit an all time low, and the only options I have are to let my 'friends' tear me apart, or to leave everyone behind. But I know that isolating myself from other people will destroy me. It's a no win situation.