#ftn-support @ irc.darknet-irc.net
Won't do you any good. I was the one who disabled you for reasons you should already know about. Only person who can reverse the actions is the one who invoked them.
Nope. I doubt you would get an invite from anyone especially if they know you have been banned before. They would stand a chance to lose their account as well.
I haven't taken a beating like that since I opened my first issue of Hustler!
The World is a Sick Place and I'm a Happy Guy!