How far down is rock bottom, exactly? (exactly) I am standing on the edge of the afore mentioned.
I've finished school, barely. ( I'm a System Admin - in
I'm a father of three and a husband to a lovely lady.
Kids, while your young try to tame your addictions, vices and
filthy little habits. (read eliminate)
I am in the jaws of a powerful beast and it's eating my soul
slowly...bite by bite. (day in...and day out.)
I don't know if I want it (me) to stop.
I want it (me) to stop...with all of my heart.
It is fucking madness.
Three days awake, a thousand cigarettes butts - and still no fucking
clue what to do, at all. (at all)