YES, i finally made it. i have every tracker that i was looking for. i'm so happy and relaxed.
-no more stupid screenshot posting
-no more seeding crap files just because there are many leechers
-no more background checking people to see whether you can trust them
-no more hanging around in forums for hours and days
-no more fear of losing your account somewhere
it took me about three month and not a single trade. it was exhausting. but it was worth it.
there might be a few givaways just for fun when i have access to that god damned trading forum . not that i really care, because i don't need it anymore. and that feels very very good.
i wish all of you success and good luck on your personal hunt.