i've been invited a few days ago for sct, i've found something good, the packs are freeleech as long as you seed them for 120 hours.. i think there won't be trouble for me telling this here, probably you already knew
but when i look at those hundreds of gB of nicely organized packs free to download with almost no care, and that probably will be there for a year or more, tax free, it made me feel all that i was thrilling to acomplish, the trackers, the ratio, the login every day, the absolute domination of all software that runs trough and the possibily to get it if i was there on time, sounded all meaningless..
it's like if i've been mad all these years..
rushing to keep the download list on tl up to date, all pal wii games, and the most downloaded pc ones, having an account with good ratio on every nice or tracker, a computer on 24/7, a good punch of gb to store the stuff while i couldn't burn it, the nicest upload possible, a good burner, the usual stock of verbatim dvds, all to be burnt at 4 or 8x at max..
fucking addiction.. that's the price of craving to take the maximum possible of everything i guess..
just madness, those free leech packs made me feel free again, even if for a second, i'm scared of myself, and i'm starting wondering where this is going to lead me.. probably nowhere..