Ok here is a few...all about the way i feel about my gf...
The first one is Angelic Joyful Tears...A song i wrote for her...i was totally in love with her then...we were so strong together...i finished writing it on the 24th May (the day i joined KLF)...the next day i sent it to her and a month later i found out that was the day she started to cheat on me...we are back together now and everything is all good...the song lyrics are on her wardrobe mirror...another thing to note is AJT are the initials of my gf's name...
Angelic Joyful Tears
I told you I will cry a thousand tears for you
With them sticking to my face like super glue
My stomach twisting and my heart split into thirds
And how hard for me it was to say those three simple words
Getting over that I know now nothing can stand in my way
Not caring what people think, not caring what they have to say
I don't need to fit in and I only need to belong
In your heart, in your soul and to the words in this song
Chorus:
These Angelic joyful tears running down the side of my face
Thinking of you and putting my thoughts in their proper place
Being my greatest prize in winning that marathon race
And at the end having your so sweet lips to taste
I just want us to be ok, I just wanna hold your hand
I know this is all confusing and I need you to understand
You don't believe in God, but I hope you believe in us
I hope this is true love and not that get over quick lust
Chorus:
These Angelic joyful tears running down the side of my face
Thinking of you and putting my thoughts in their proper place
Being my greatest prize in winning that marathon race
And at the end having your so sweet lips to taste
I see your face everywhere I go, even in heaven
Hoping to see you tomorrow, maybe at eleven
With most things in my life messed up and all the pain inside
I can relax in knowing I will always have you right by my side
I won’t give up on you unlike everything else in my life
I would go through hell and lead myself into strife
To my baby girl there's only one thing you need to know
I'll eliminate all your sorrow and return all the glow
Chorus:
These Angelic joyful tears running down the side of my face
Thinking of you and putting my thoughts in their proper place
Being my greatest prize in winning that marathon race
And at the end having your so sweet lips to taste
The first 17 years of my life you weren't there
and at the time I didn't care
2 years later I now can't even go a single day
wishing you weren't so far away
© Celerystalksme 2003
The next is the way i felt before the 2nd time she cheated on me...we are still together...and yes you may think its pathetic...but yeah its 3rd strike your out...we will so how it will unfold...
Mest - Movin On
{VERSE:}
Sitting underneath the moonlight
Missing my baby tonight, this feeling's just not right
The last time we touched it's been so long
Her lovin' keeps me strong and I know that nothing's wrong
But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Her lovin' keeps me movin' on
{VERSE:}
Never understand the way she makes me feel
When she holds my hand I hope that God had this planned
And she was his angel, lost her wings for this world
To come down here and save me, she's my baby
But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
I know that she's the one for me
I know that she thinks the same about me
And I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Her lovin' keeps me movin' on and on and on
Her lovin' keeps me movin' on
{BRIDGE:}
I just keep holding on
But I'm not that strong
Without you
I just keep holding on
But I'm not that strong
Without you
Cause I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
I know that she's the one for me
I know that she thinks the same about me
Cause I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Her lovin' keeps me movin' on
Ok finally...this is the song that will always stick in the back of my mind while i am with my current gf...all my friends know im loyal...and after they have my friendship i will keep it forever...and know it takes a while for me to trust a person...and once its broken...its so hard to get it back....so yeah this is the song that defines everything right now...
Adema - Trust
Let me breathe
I can't even think right now
Some things got me feeling guilty
Hurt you slowly but so surely
I don't know why I love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you, is it me
Is it us, or is it trust?
Push you into what I want
Because I am so goddamn selfish
Left you hanging stopped relating
I don't know why I love you so much
I can't feel because I'm lost
Not too much matters no more
Is it you, is it me
Is it us, or is it trust?
I'm so alone empty and lost
It's easier to let you go
Time will erode the shame and the fault
It's easier to let you go
Let me breathe
Thats my love life right now...complicated i know...but its all good
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