just realised during this year I having been going through serious depression and can't get out of ever since the 4 year relationship on what I thought would I would have in a lifetime.
all I do is waske up at 11pm skip breakfast come staright to this computer download and post dont fell like getting out in life I don't even feel like studing my work at all hell I havnt even picked up my guitar in months
also not many ppl know this I am a albino (no red eyes) put up with alot of shit in my life and will never be able to drive
My whole life is just crap and it seems like this forum gets me away from reality and makes me feel alot better
Ive lost my faith have no confidence in myself and have no heart anymore in anythign I do
sadly without my music and the internet and the occasioanal movie I want to be dead
don't know why I'm here soemtimes I mean there is no set rule for life yet ppl seem to think there is and we all have to follow it Im a long way off it........