Long story short, I'm in CHina for 4 months interning at a bank. I really really really really like this girl. she's just absolutely gorgeous, the painfully pretty type that makes your eyes water if you stare at her for too long since she's so hot. She is single, fresh out of a local college, and has been turning down her numerous suitors leaving them to rot as laughing stock objects for all the other girls working at the bank. This makes me very scared and nervous.
She does seem warm towards me, and I can't help but make her laugh and tease her etc etc. I can also easily say I am the best dressed guy at the bank. SO uh, I think I have a good, erm, fair, erm, some chance with her, but I can't gather up the courage to ask because she's 2 years older than me. Fuck my life.
So now I either continue to hide my feelings, losing sleep and appetite for the next 3 months because no matter how much I try to put her out of my head, I epicly fail.
Or I could ask and get owned, then have an awkward relationship with her for the next 3 months as we sit literally 2 meters away from each other and learn most of the operations together.
I keep telling myself, I haven't a good chance with her, as she's 2 years older and gorgeous, etc etc. Therefore I should just live with it and try to forget her as the small chance of success isn't worth 3 months of awkwardness.
Then I tell myself, I should just stop being a big pussy and ask and get it over with, after all there is SOMEWHAT of a chance of success, as losing sleep and food over a girl is just an unacceptably pussy-gaywart thing to do.
I have, I would say, conservatively, 25%ish chance of scoring a date with her. HELP me choose? Do I ask or no? God damn I hate falling for older females, it makes me sad and angry.