My Cat Died Today...

[Rocktron]

I don't count on any reply's on what i'm going to say about my cat from now on.
I just use this thread to free up some thoughts..

My other 2 cats beginning to miss her now. It breaks my heart.
The feeling i'm having now is weird. She really was my baby.
When you touched her while she was sleeping she started to purr...

I'll miss her smell and her next to me before i go to sleep.
She did that for 16 years.. and i mean for 16 years straight every night.

There is nothing that anybody can say to make it easier.
It just has to ravel out i guess?


Gerard

[Rocktron]

Okay,

some pictures i scanned..

1st: This is a few weeks after i found her on the streets 1988


2th: A year later 1989

She looks better..

[Rocktron]

It gets better everyday.

Some people will not understand this i think. But my cats are my life.
Today i made fresh fish for my other 2 cats.

Sjima was the one that kept following me around the house while the fish was cooking on the stove.
Just whispering softly "Fish" was enough for her to get crazy and follow me around everywhere i went.

My other cats were waiting for that.. but never did ofcourse.. another heart breaking day again.

It will get better...


Gerard

[Rocktron]

I recieved a Good Luck Card from the Vet today.
That was nice. They spelled my cat's name wrong because i have a cat called Sjimi. An Honest mistake.. i corrected it on the card tho.

But still nice vets do that.. here it is:


Translates into: Lot's of strenght with losing your cat Sjima..

Doctors and assistants Animal Clinic Zuiderpark.

[Rocktron]

(again.. i expect no replys on this.. just freeing my thoughts) Thanks.


Weird.. i feel:

1. Angry about myself
2. Guilty for not saying goodbye a bit longer when i left her wednesday last week.
3. Sorry for my other cats, they miss her really bad.

Every day feels different.

Normally when i got something to eat, she was the first one (fast asleep or not)
that stood there to beg something from me. (*i gave her small peaces but never much because it's bad for any animal to feed them normal food) A little sound that sounded even remote to that woke her up.

Weird how the flowers that i bought went dead after only 4 hours.
Weird how it is to open just 3 special can's of food instead of 4.
Weird see her not running after anything that moves.
Weird to not hear her purr. (She did that even when you called her)
Weird to see my other cat Sjimi lying there alone (he was used to sleep with her all the time)
Weird but comfortable to see how my other cat Chinny is doing her best to please me when ever she can.. (more than usual)

But..,

Things get better every day.

This was a week off work and i needed that.

[fugley]

I have three cats used to have four. There names are and were Satan, Mingmong, Fugley jnr, and Spot.

Unfortunately Spot had to be renamed Splat!

I love my remaining kits like mad and understand the pain of your loss.


fugley.

[Rocktron]

Originally posted by fugley@23 October 2003 - 19:23
I have three cats used to have four.  There names are and were Satan, Mingmong, Fugley jnr, and Spot.

Unfortunately Spot had to be renamed Splat!

I love my remaining kits like mad and understand the pain of your loss.


fugley. 

That's the reason why my cats never went outside.
Afraid of losing any of them because of an ass on wheels.
Or losing them because they fell of the balcony 4 floors down.

Sorry to hear about your loss.