Well, I went into the specialist hospital again on Monday, I was only scan for a short while before my Dr. told me she could find no heart beat and the baby would be still born.
So yesterday I had to hosp again for some tablets to start the whole thing off.
Tomorrow I go back in at 10am, to have some tablets inserted which will start my contractions. After I have given birth I will be able to hold her for a while, but have to decide what kind of funeral and if I want a post mortem which may help me in later pregnancies. Im scared stiff about the whole buisness' and broken hearted at the same time.
Anyway, thought I'd let y'all know whats going on.
Bye for now, Im gonna get pished rotten soon.