Just a quick visit to let you all know it went ok, and im home safely. Just resting and watching tonnes of video's.
I went into hosp on Thursday at 10am, I had 4 internals where they inserted pills to help with the labour. I had two injections of pethadine and diamorphine (sp?) which numbed me, and I received all the gas I wanted. I was sick in the corridors, and had very sore cramps in my stomach, but at 9.30pm I birthed my lil girl.
Because she was already dead some parts of her were decaying, and her skull hadnt fully formed so her head was like a water sack. It broke my heart looking at her. Anyway, I kept her in my room over night, and in the morning I had her blessed. After the post mortem we have to sort out funeral arrangements for her.
Got home mid day Friday and have been mooching about the house since. I feel so empty and broken hearted, but wanted to thankyou all again for your thoughts and wishes.