First off I want to say that I am problem drunk out of my head posting this as it has been the saddest week of my entire life.. so excuse the typos..
first I had a 1 year old puppy dog die then I had my sister having twins which then my first ever niece was unfortunintly unable to survive the doctors could not get her to breath.. and other girl is doing fine...
Why oh why couldn't that thing that we supportingly call god take me instead...
anyway enough of my babbling on
on teh spare of the moment my post 1 week ago when was all this drama was just starting to happen and I was is Disraeli did not want to eat drink just lay on the bed or have a quick chat in soul seek.
I then was unhappy with what one of the Admins did in this board... and made a a one angry post in my goodbye...
when what I really needed was time away from here in case I want insane (Which I probably already am) and got myself a banning out of depression,
Yes it was no excuse with all that crap going on on why I should have made that post.... but I do apologies
Jonno I also apologize too for some things I said on the other board .. I was just o far out of line
I am home alone ATM and depressed and just cannot stop crying.. I just can't believe that 2 sad things can happen in such short space of time.. not to mention my family is cursed with April May Syndrome in the past 12 years we have had a death or bad luck in this family
I now have learned that this is probably the place to be to try and cheer up and have some laughs with you guys..
Hopefully I will be welcomed back..