now i feel kinda bad knowing that i'm gonna take it. the guy who sold it to me (he is a very close friend, and i'd trust him wit my life. he's a dealer [drugs,guns] but still he's a nice person, and like i said, i trust him) said that i can always return it and he'd give me my money back, considering i bought 2 cycles for 150 bucks is pretty good (the writing on the package looks russian). wat should i do? should i take it? or give it back? i'm scared about liver damage too, but he said to drink a lot of water (4+ liters a day), since i'm planning to become a pilot (airline), is it alright if i take it? or will they reject my license or wont even let me take it cuz i mite fail the medical? are steroids allowed for pilots? i'm having a million thoughts go thru my head today, and i don't know wat to do, i have mixed feelings. no one knows about this except u guys (anonymous for me of course). pls tell me. thank you. and pls, serious stuff only, i'm telling the truth, so pls don't fool around.