What's Wrong, Ziggy?

[manker]

http://s29.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2...41XM3XL36G7JYB
I need to get some drugs

Sucks, man. Sounds like you're having a really hard time.


Busy's right, you should focus on your schooling - if you get in on the job scheme then great, but make sure you're doing well in school anyway.

Put up with the shit now and then you'll be in a better position to get a job and get your own place. Once that's happened, I reckon your life will get better

[Busyman]

...and ffs stay away from drugs and pussy with no condoms.

I'm only saying that 'cause I've seen too many times that men and women go for instant gratification to cure their woes.

I hate talking like a fucking poster but it's fucking true.

It's the "go hard" or "on a mission" mentally.

You're havin' a hard time and pussy becomes available so you go raw dawg in it......next thing ya know you are dying and pussy ain't in your future ever again.

Or you wanna get high with some friends to take your mind away from it all.....next thing ya know all you wanna do is get high to take your mind away from not being high.

Or is it's both.

It will sound weird but actually be a robot for the years you have left in school. SCHOOLSCHOOLSCHOOL. If need be jerk off (I probably don't to tell you this) to relieve yourself and if you get some pussy.........CONDOMS.

In school, stay low on the radar unless it's schoolwork.

[maebach]

I was gonna cry till I heard "manker's gay" . On the serious part, school is so important. I know parents puch kids into to going to school, but if you can get that diploma you'll be making so much more money than a job that you'd get at your age. I dont want to sound like a parent, and I'm younger than you, but you gotta stay in school. Transfer if you must, education is so important to getting anywhere. Go to apprenticeship programs or something.

[Mathea]

This prolly isnt what u want to hear, especially since its becoming a mini mantra in response to you... but school really is something you need to complete. I almost didnt graduate... and I am so grateful that I was basically bullied into taking the summer course necessary to get my diploma (how dumb is this? I was gonna give up when I was only half a credit below graduating)

I hated it too... theres few who truely enjoy it while they are there. But if you can, do. Otherwise maebachhad a good idea.. .can you transfer to another school?

There is always getting your GED which is an option for some: but I would only suggest it if you are already eligible to take the test (in ny you cant take it until your class is up for grad. I think) and if you are absolutely sure that you WILL get your ged. Unfortunately my brother dropped out with that intent but he's been out of school for 7 or 8 years and has yet to even look into it.

This is your future... do whatever you can to make it better.


/lecture

[brotherdoobie]

The interweb can be so impersonal sometimes, and then there are times like this when I realize it's power all over again. Ziggy, I can hear the pain in your voice.

I'm at a lost for words...

I've suffered bouts of depression most of my life. I had a shitty home life and a lame mother, I know how you feel... like it's never going to get any better...it will. I know that sounds like a cliche, but it's true. However, you have to work at it.

I dropped out of High school and joined the Army, just to get away from my mother.Man, I wish I had stayed in school instead. It's too late for that now, but it's not too late for you, Ziggy.

I received my GED awhile ago and enrolled in school. (IT admin) I was blowing school off untill I quit smoking herb (to each their own) and realized I was doing the same thing I had always done, which is give up...when the going gets tough.

Not anymore...not anymore!

Ziggy, don't give up! You're too good for that. If you ever need to talk, let me know I'll pm you my phone number. You can call collect.

Peace Paul

[GepperRankins]

don't be like me

[sArA]

Aw Ziggy, your message really got to me. I feel so sorry that things are not going according to plan, but 7 months aint so long. Please don't give up.

What the others have said is about right imo so I won't go over it again.

On the bright side, at least you have your internet mates to give you support and encouragement.

Chin up duck.

[Jon L. Obscene]

don't be like me

I second that (meaning me)
Other than that can't add much to whats already been said.

The worrying thought is these people posting in here make sense

Jonno

[Gripper]

Now I get why you're so negative some of the time,keep going mate you don't want to end up like me,I tried killing myself one time,I realise now nothings that bad,things are good now,I'm stuck on anti-deppressants and betablockers,and have to make an effort to socialise.
What I do is keep pushing forward,I got a great wife,2 great kids,I got a low income but I manage,just keep going,the future is unwritten,what you do today can make it sweeter.
Thoughts are with you

[Guillaume]

don't be like me

I second that (meaning me)

Make that three. There's so many things I could have done if I had carried on with the education. I know it's hard, but if you made it to that point, there's no reason you can't hold till the end.

BTW, I've known about manker for quite a while now, but it's always good to see I'm not the only one to have noticed.
The bin gave him away.