New Year Resolutions

[NotLettingItGo]

Anyone got any?

I'm playing with the idea of giving up smoking, but I can't convince myself that I want to give it up.

[lloyd]

i have blistering barnicles on my lips.. it will only go away if i stop smoking..

i am trying too

[Mr. Mulder]

to drink and do drugs and have sex until it kills me.

[hikaricore]

To pwn more n00bs this year than I did last year --- it's not like I want to but I just don't have a choice. If that's the case then I should just aim to get better.

[cubaka]

My New Year's resolution is: Reality, f**k off!

[manker]

My New Year's resolution is: Reality, f**k off!That's a bit harsh.
He hasn't broken the board for ages.

[mjmacky]

My New Year's resolution is: Reality, f**k off!That's a bit harsh.
He hasn't broken the board for ages.

Some insider related stuff I'm guessing. I've never seen him post, therefore am completely unfamiliar with him.

[manker]

Maybe he's left.
He was an odd chap. An admin. He never used commas or apostrophes; decrying them as 'silly things'.
This obviously rendered his prose unreadable.

We may never know if this was a bad thing or not.

[chalice]

To pwn more n00bs this year than I did last year --- it's not like I want to but I just don't have a choice. If that's the case then I should just aim to get better.

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

[Alien5]

Isn't he the owner

[NotLettingItGo]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

That's not my account, get a grip chavis, the other spastics will think you're developing paranoia, you'll frighten them.

[chalice]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

That's not my account, get a grip chavis, the other spastics will think you're developing paranoia, you'll frighten them.

If it's not, it should be, Dave.

When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave? Was there a tentative coital entente in that vulnerable well-fed, festive bliss? Did she nobble the sherry to such an extent that she was willing to tolerate your moustache?

How's the getting over Squeamous thing coming along?

[megabyteme]

How's the getting over Squeamous thing coming along?

Since he was "just looking for a friend" in Squeams, I suggested he find a woman 20+ years his senior for friendship. I've heard that when someone faces an addiction, they need to replace one with something else. While most women 20+ years older than him are dead, I am certain there are some very nice, newly widowed women who would like the company (and CONSTANT attention) of a younger man. You know, for "friendship".

Shouldn't be any different to you, right Dave?...

[NotLettingItGo]

You should learn some maths MBM.

Here you go, I'll throw you a bone, one of my other friends, a woman as it happens, who is younger than me, thinks I should direct anger at the woman you're all so intent on me engaging with. What do you think?

[chalice]

You didn't answer my question, Dave.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2F4ZWTjwTU

[NotLettingItGo]

That'll be cause you're not worth the time chavis.

[chalice]

That'll be cause you're not worth the time chavis.

No, it's because you just can't face the truth, Dave.

[NotLettingItGo]

No, it's because you just can't face the truth, Dave.

Which truth would the be chavis?

Your version which has me lounging around like a 70s porn star in a gay coloured suit, intimidating a woman.

See that's your problem chavis, your imagination is as fucking mental as the rest of you, so even your claims of initimidation can't square upto the reality of the image you create for it.

[chalice]

No, it's because you just can't face the truth, Dave.

Which truth would the be chavis?

Your version which has me lounging around like a 70s porn star in a gay coloured suit, intimidating a woman.

See that's your problem chavis, your imagination is as fucking mental as the rest of you, so even your claims of initimidation can't square upto the reality of the image you create for it.

You're pretty adept at projecting your own images, Dave. I especially loved the one you projected when you turned up outside someone's door who didn't want you there, and then reported back to the board, like some kinda 'I can do what I like' sociopath.

It's restraining order straightforward, Dave. When did you last have sex with your wife?

[manker]

your imagination is as fucking mental as the rest of youRiiiiiiiight.


:ermm:

[NotLettingItGo]

You're pretty adept at projecting your own images, Dave....

Oh! No chavis old chap, lets not ignore the images you have so eloquently plastered over thread after thread on this board for months now, they're such a fundamental part of the crap you produce so very often and direct at everyone whom you can.

Your image of me, (created by you and manker) is of me dressed in a gay coloured suit (colour choice courtesy of her) looking like a 70s porn star, lounging around, intimidating her.

What is it that you think she would find intimidating about a man who looked like that?

That is your ridiculous claim after all.

[manker]

In all fairness, you posted the lounging part yourself. The part about the 'tache, which would obviously make you look like a 70s porn star, was posted by you. You posted that you went to her flat.
If the suit wasn't ecru, I posit that it was beige. A similar colour.

The intimidation is subjective but I think your actions were intimidatory.
So do most other people.

This 'ridiculous claim' is looking like trufax to me.

[NotLettingItGo]

Stop lying manker.

I never said I was lounging anywhere, I said I was "leaning". You and your twisted mates converted that into lounging.

The 'tache' didn't even exist in the discussion until she brought it up, whereupon you all saw fit to ask her to pass comment upon it. All I've ever said about it, is that it is what is left of what was a full set.

I did post that I went to her flat, as I recall I was encouraged to do by so many of you here who decided I needed to 'man up'.

The intimidation is only subjective in your head because you've chosen to ignore the facts I have openly posted on the board, but I'd be careful if I were you. If I were her, I would be quite put out by the fact that you think I am stupid enough to spend hours alone in the company of a man whom I'm frightened of, over five years. Choosing to do so, and better yet asking that man to come and see her. I mean not that I think you're calling her stupid, but that might be how she sees what your doing. If you want to imply she is stupid that's between you and her, I know she isn't.

Oh! And I wasn't wearing a beige suit either.

[megabyteme]

The 'tache' didn't even exist in the discussion until she brought it up, whereupon you all saw fit to ask her to pass comment upon it. All I've ever said about it, is that it is what is left of what was a full set.

I did post that I went to her flat, as I recall I was encouraged to do by so many of you here who decided I needed to 'man up'.

The intimidation is only subjective in your head because you've chosen to ignore the facts I have openly posted on the board, but I'd be careful if I were you. If I were her, I would be quite put out by the fact that you think I am stupid enough to spend hours alone in the company of a man whom I'm frightened of, over five years. Choosing to do so, and better yet asking that man to come and see her. I mean not that I think you're calling her stupid, but that might be how she sees what your doing. If you want to imply she is stupid that's between you and her, I know she isn't.

1. You tried to pass off a pic of T. Selleck as one of yourself...

2. Please find us a post where any one of us "encouraged" you to go intimidate her (remember, some of us have known what you were from the start). She's our friend. The last thing any of us want is for you to go threaten/intimidate her at her home. And, since we are on that subject- WHERE DID YOPU GET HER NEW ADDRESS, YOU STALKING FUCK?

3. Times/people change. She has made it clear she doesn't want you anywhere near her, nor on a forum she frequents with her long-time friends. You have none here, and you are not going to find any here, you stalking fuck.

[NotLettingItGo]

Yeah it's time to piss all over this load of crap as well.



1. You tried to pass off a pic of T. Selleck as one of yourself...No I didn't, I never claimed that was my moustache, in fact I'm absolutely certain that you should take that up with your new long time friend, the one who lied too you about my suit. See I am certain it was her who classified my moustache as looking like his. So go take it up with her.


2. Please find us a post where any one of us "encouraged" you to go intimidate her (remember, some of us have known what you were from the start). She's our friend. The last thing any of us want is for you to go threaten/intimidate her at her home. And, since we are on that subject- WHERE DID YOPU GET HER NEW ADDRESS, YOU STALKING FUCK?
I haven't intimidated her you thick fuck. It doesn't matter how many times you post your twisted little lies up here, it simply isn't true.

What new address is this you're talking about? The one she sent me the estate agents link too, you know before she and her husband brought it? The one I used to drop her off outside? Is it that new address you're talking about MBM?


3. Times/people change. She has made it clear she doesn't want you anywhere near her, nor on a forum she frequents with her long-time friends. You have none here, and you are not going to find any here, you stalking fuck.See there's another lie.

I see, and you've known her for how long? Oh! But I was her friend for longer than that, in point of fact I was her friend before she joined this forum, in fact for the sake of accuracy she joined this forum so that she could keep in touch with me. So how are you a long time friend? That's right you prick, you're not. You're just a nasty little sad man who goes around spewing shite and lies at and about other people.

Stop making yourself look like a complete prick MBM, by attempting to defend a woman who :-
a) isn't under any kind of attack
b) is perfectly capable of looking after herself
c) doesn't and won't give any kind of fuck about you making yourself look like a prick in her defence

[megabyteme]

It seems you enjoy frequenting a bored where everyone is a liar. It's so good to have such an honest, trustworthy member such as yourself here. You make this site better with your warmth, cheer, and interesting stories, Dave. Tell us some more funny jokes, Dave.

Is this how you see yourself, RoS? Nobody else does. You are the one nobody trusts, or believes. You are the one who makes posts, and then denies that you said anything of the sort.

I never claimed to be one of those long-term friends, Davarino. I'm fairly new to the bored in the grand scheme of things. She does, and has many friends here. Your claim of her coming here to "contact you" has no ring of truth to it. You never posted here before 3-4 months ago. How was it she was coming here to contact you? And, even if this story is true (which I seriously doubt), you don't have ANY friends here (including her), and all you talk about is her.

Seriously, go the fuck away from here, stop thinking/talking about Squeams, and get on with your pathetic life. I guarantee, if you stop coming here, ALL of us will stop talking about you- Especially Squeams. Nobody wants to hear from you, talk to you, or gives a fuck about you. Go die for all we care. Are you getting ANY of this, Dave?

And don't say you are here to be a "cunt". Your sense of cleverness fails, you aren't original (you are actually about as clever as an 8th grader), and you can't keep a story based in any kind of consistent reality. You fail as being anything but a creepy, uninteresting, middle-aged, bore.

Waiting for the usual, "no I'm not...you are" reply... :pinch:

[mjmacky]

I think we forgot about his New Years Resolution. He might give up the smoking for a little bit, but you know one day he'll be strumming along and trip up slightly. The next realization he'll have is that he caught himself from falling down by holding onto a balustrade, and concurrent to the thought he'll be leaning on it. He'll search his pockets, find a cigarette and a matchbook, light it up, stroke his mustache, and leer at the pair of high school girls walking by. It'll be a great January 5th for Magnum Dave, he'll forget all about being rOS.

[NotLettingItGo]

It seems you enjoy frequenting a bored where everyone is a liar. It's so good to have such an honest, trustworthy member such as yourself here. You make this site better with your warmth, cheer, and interesting stories, Dave. Tell us some more funny jokes, Dave.

Is this how you see yourself, RoS? Nobody else does. You are the one nobody trusts, or believes. You are the one who makes posts, and then denies that you said anything of the sort.

I never claimed to be one of those long-term friends, Davarino. I'm fairly new to the bored in the grand scheme of things. She does, and has many friends here. Your claim of her coming here to "contact you" has no ring of truth to it. You never posted here before 3-4 months ago. How was it she was coming here to contact you? And, even if this story is true (which I seriously doubt), you don't have ANY friends here (including her), and all you talk about is her.

Seriously, go the fuck away from here, stop thinking/talking about Squeams, and get on with your pathetic life. I guarantee, if you stop coming here, ALL of us will stop talking about you- Especially Squeams. Nobody wants to hear from you, talk to you, or gives a fuck about you. Go die for all we care. Are you getting ANY of this, Dave?

And don't say you are here to be a "cunt". Your sense of cleverness fails, you aren't original (you are actually about as clever as an 8th grader), and you can't keep a story based in any kind of consistent reality. You fail as being anything but a creepy, uninteresting, middle-aged, bore.

Waiting for the usual, "no I'm not...you are" reply... :pinch:

Listen up you complete and utter prick, I don't give any kind of fuck at all about how much you want to twist your fucking thoughts into the infantile fantasies you're having about what is what between me and her.

YOU'RE ONE OF THE PRIMARY CULPRITS OF THINKING YOU KNOW SOMETHING WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW FUCK ALL.

YOU'RE THE LYING PIECE OF SHIT.

YOU'RE THE CUNT

IT'S YOU AND YOUR MATES WHO KEEP THE PATHETIC DISCUSSION OF HER GOING, TO THE POINT OF MAKING THE ENTIRE LOUNGE A COMPLETE AND UTTER JOKE, WHERE EVERY SINGLE THREAD IS ABOUT ONE OF YOURS DELUDED TWISTED IDEAS OF WHAT IS WHAT. NONE OF WHICH BEARS ANY RESEMBLENCE TO REALITY AND ALL OF WHICH IGNORES FACT.

NOW IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M SAYING, GO CHECK OUT WHETHER EVERY SINGLE FACT I'M SAYING IS TRUE WITH YOUR NEW LONG TIME FRIEND, CAUSE SHE IS HERE AND SHE CAN ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS.

STOP POSTING YOUR COMPLETE AND UTTER LIES AT ME

STOP FUCKING UP EVERY SINGLE THREAD IN THE LOUNGE WITH YOUR COMPLETE AND UTTER LIES.

CUNTS LIKE YOU ARE WHY I WON'T LEAVE THIS FUCKING BOARD.

I SHALL SIT HERE AND POST MY POSTS AND SHOVE YOUR STUPIDITY AND LIES BACK INTO YOUR FACE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

I SHALL ALLOW YOU TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE THE COMPLETELY FUCKED UP TWISTED WARPED SICK LITTLE FUCK YOU ARE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

[mjmacky]

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It seems you enjoy frequenting a bored where everyone is a liar. It's so good to have such an honest, trustworthy member such as yourself here. You make this site better with your warmth, cheer, and interesting stories, Dave. Tell us some more funny jokes, Dave.

Is this how you see yourself, RoS? Nobody else does. You are the one nobody trusts, or believes. You are the one who makes posts, and then denies that you said anything of the sort.

I never claimed to be one of those long-term friends, Davarino. I'm fairly new to the bored in the grand scheme of things. She does, and has many friends here. Your claim of her coming here to "contact you" has no ring of truth to it. You never posted here before 3-4 months ago. How was it she was coming here to contact you? And, even if this story is true (which I seriously doubt), you don't have ANY friends here (including her), and all you talk about is her.

Seriously, go the fuck away from here, stop thinking/talking about Squeams, and get on with your pathetic life. I guarantee, if you stop coming here, ALL of us will stop talking about you- Especially Squeams. Nobody wants to hear from you, talk to you, or gives a fuck about you. Go die for all we care. Are you getting ANY of this, Dave?

And don't say you are here to be a "cunt". Your sense of cleverness fails, you aren't original (you are actually about as clever as an 8th grader), and you can't keep a story based in any kind of consistent reality. You fail as being anything but a creepy, uninteresting, middle-aged, bore.

Waiting for the usual, "no I'm not...you are" reply... :pinch:

Listen up you complete and utter prick, I don't give any kind of fuck at all about how much you want to twist your fucking thoughts into the infantile fantasies you're having about what is what between me and her.

YOU'RE ONE OF THE PRIMARY CULPRITS OF THINKING YOU KNOW SOMETHING WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW FUCK ALL.

YOU'RE THE LYING PIECE OF SHIT.

YOU'RE THE CUNT

IT'S YOU AND YOUR MATES WHO KEEP THE PATHETIC DISCUSSION OF HER GOING, TO THE POINT OF MAKING THE ENTIRE LOUNGE A COMPLETE AND UTTER JOKE, WHERE EVERY SINGLE THREAD IS ABOUT ONE OF YOURS DELUDED TWISTED IDEAS OF WHAT IS WHAT. NONE OF WHICH BEARS ANY RESEMBLENCE TO REALITY AND ALL OF WHICH IGNORES FACT.

NOW IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M SAYING, GO CHECK OUT WHETHER EVERY SINGLE FACT I'M SAYING IS TRUE WITH YOUR NEW LONG TIME FRIEND, CAUSE SHE IS HERE AND SHE CAN ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS.

STOP POSTING YOUR COMPLETE AND UTTER LIES AT ME

STOP FUCKING UP EVERY SINGLE THREAD IN THE LOUNGE WITH YOUR COMPLETE AND UTTER LIES.

CUNTS LIKE YOU ARE WHY I WON'T LEAVE THIS FUCKING BOARD.

[NotLettingItGo]

Oh! And for the record, you've never been someone who had any right to call me Dave. Not one of you cunts has ever behaved in any fashion which could be called friendly towards me, so stop behaving like a two faced prick and at least attempt to be an adult and use my fucking board name.

[NotLettingItGo]

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Why wouldn't I be replying in the only language that prick seems to understand?

Look at his posts, it what he does. It's part of his "I'm an internet hardman, I can make up the truth and tell you what it is, and no facts you produce are going to be true, CAUSE I SAID SO" thing.

[mjmacky]

Oh! And for the record, you've never been someone who had any right to call me Dave. Not one of you cunts has ever behaved in any fashion which could be called friendly towards me, so stop behaving like a two faced prick and at least attempt to be an adult and use my fucking board name.

Dave, why do you respond so harshly? I have always been friendly with you Dave. I even gave you a nickname that you admire dearly. I'm pretty sure it's how you introduce yourself to all the 20 somethings now. Alright, Dave, get back to me on that.

[mjmacky]

megabyteme unlocked a new achievement.

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Why wouldn't I be replying in the only language that prick seems to understand?

Look at his posts, it what he does. It's part of his "I'm an internet hardman, I can make up the truth and tell you what it is, and no facts you produce are going to be true, CAUSE I SAID SO" thing.

Hey DAVE, you might be unfamiliar with some of the aspects of the internet or perhaps writing in general. CAPS means something, especially when they aren't being used by an eight-year-old. Even more so when being used in a reply to someone with whom you are having a disagreement. Most so when used to write the equivalent of a paragraph with them.

[Quarterquack]

Dave, why do you respond so harshly? I have always been friendly with you Dave. I even gave you a nickname that you admire dearly. I'm pretty sure it's how you introduce yourself to all the 20 somethings now. Alright, Dave, get back to me on that.

Fuck you Chalice, if we're going to trade accounts give macky's to myself. I at least sound like him (mostly when I'm drunk and haven't slept in 4 days). :snooty:

[NotLettingItGo]

Jacky dear chap, what have you been reading, cause it's obviously not anything I've posted, if you had read any of my posts you would know I don't introduce myself to ANYONE at all, see courtesy of MBMs new long time friend (not ignoring that she's also the new 'stupid' friend (according to you all, with your incessant claims that she endangered herself for five years with a man she was frightened of) of you manker and chavis) I don't want to risk being shat on by anyone else like she did to me, ever again.

[mjmacky]

Dave, why do you respond so harshly? I have always been friendly with you Dave. I even gave you a nickname that you admire dearly. I'm pretty sure it's how you introduce yourself to all the 20 somethings now. Alright, Dave, get back to me on that.

Fuck you Chalice, if we're going to trade accounts give macky's to myself. I at least sound like him (mostly when I'm drunk and haven't slept in 4 days). :snooty:

I rarely pay homage to anyone else's posting style, but this called for it... no rather it screamed for it. And apropos to the similarity with the sounds coming out of a tied-up 13-year-old girl, I can't just ignore them.

[mjmacky]

Jacky dear chap, what have you been reading, cause it's obviously not anything I've posted, if you had read any of my posts you would know I don't introduce myself to ANYONE at all

Hi Dave, I meant in real life as was indicated by the exact wording I used. I can only go on the psychological profile you've presented here to extrapolate your goings on out there. Mainly, your vanity.

[NotLettingItGo]

Hi Dave, I meant in real life as was indicated by the exact wording I used. I can only go on the psychological profile you've presented here to extrapolate your goings on out there. Mainly, your vanity.

So did I.

What part of my posts is it that you think is about vanity? The fact that I stay here when you and your twisted mates lie repeatedly? Or the fact that I continue to correct you all, and point out what a twisted set of fuckups you are?

[Quarterquack]

So did I.

What part of my posts is it that you think is about vanity? The fact that I stay here when you and your twisted mates lie repeatedly? Or the fact that I continue to correct you all, and point out what a twisted set of fuckups you are?

I think it's the way you manage to slip in a first person reference every single sentence.

"So did I. What part of my. The fact that I. Or the fact that I."

I mean, let go of yourself for a second. We are all one. Stop being so egocentric.

[NotLettingItGo]

Darthy old chap, we're not all one at all. Look around here and you can see the wankers of this board making thread after thread about me. They make it about me, then complain when I respond in the first person.

This thread for example wasn't about me, it was about new year resolutions and what others might be planning on setting themselves. But no we can't have that, the chavis, mankers, Jacky and MBMs of this wonderful board needed yet another thread to be about me, about their twisted little fantasies about what I am, and what I'm doing. Somewhere else for them to repeat their same old lies. So really, its all about them.

[mjmacky]

Mainly, your vanity.

So did I.

What part of my posts is it that you think is about vanity? The fact that I stay here when you and your twisted mates lie repeatedly? Or the fact that I continue to correct you all, and point out what a twisted set of fuckups you are?

Thank Dave for making it easy for me to reply to this one. It lets me know that Dave values my friendship. I have underlined it for Dave. If Dave wants further elaboration, it matters not whether we're right or wrong, only that Dave makes such a strident effort.

[NotLettingItGo]

When your accusations are of the nature of the accusations you and others here keep making against me, I am bound to respond to ensure that some semblence of reality is brought to bear upon the crap you all post.

It's not cause what you post is really of any importance, or because I give any kind of fuck about the lies you all keep telling. It's cause when you're accusing someone of criminal activity towards another member, it should be corrected.

So sorry Jacky I don't value you at all.

I had one post to make today, about a man whom I did value the posts of, and who recently died. I've already done that. You won't find that post though, cause it aint here.

[mjmacky]

So sorry Jacky I don't value you at all.

I had one post to make today, about a man whom I did value the posts of, and who recently died. I've already done that. You won't find that post though, cause it aint here.

I did read your post, and it was here, about me. However, I'm still alive, sorry to disappoint.

[Quarterquack]

Darthy old chap, we're not all one at all.

They think you're an idiot.

You think they're idiots.

At some point you all have to realize that you have that, and much more in common!

[NotLettingItGo]

The only difference between them and me is that I have admitted more than once I was an idiot with regards to her, they've yet to even understand that they're being idiots.

I have recently commented about how "as you traverse this wonderful digital medium, you are occasionally lucky enough to find someone who is" (I'll change it here to suit the board) a drop of detergent in a sea of shit. None of them are what I would call detergent, turds yes, detergent no. Their response will undoubtedly be to tell me I'm also a turd, and that's the funny bit. Because they're all too stupid to see that I came to this board and declared myself to have been converted into a turd by the way she had treated me. So their claims will yet again be more meaningless stabs at me.

Come on, you must find it amusing to see all these internet warriors leaping to defend the honour of a woman who they don't actually know. A woman whos behaviour towards me I've posted untold number of factual posts about, all of which these internet warriors ignore in favour of their self justified campaign to defend her honour, at my expense. It's a living testament to the indoctrination of men, and very amusing to watch.

[megabyteme]

Oh! And for the record, you've never been someone who had any right to call me Dave. Not one of you cunts has ever behaved in any fashion which could be called friendly towards me, so stop behaving like a two faced prick and at least attempt to be an adult and use my fucking board name.

Sorry, RejectedDave. :console:

[Quarterquack]

Come on, you must find it amusing to see all these internet warriors leaping to defend the honour of a woman who they don't actually know.

You're asking the person with severe apathy to feel anything but amused at this cock fight?

Don't worry, I find any stances about this issue utterly ridiculous, and by hyperbolic extension hilarious, whether in favor of the dick or the chick. Much of that conclusion stems from the situation itself. It's difficult to hold a serious opinion about internet relationships, whether fueled by a need to stalk, a need to reprimand, a need to mar or a need to be around. I mean, everyone has to admit it's a little absurd.

I can't even imagine being one of the people lured into the "He's stalking her argument". Communication alone would be enabling, so why bother?

TL;DR, oh yes, I am amused.

[megabyteme]

The only difference between them and me is that I have admitted more than once I was an idiot with regards to her, they've yet to even understand that they're being idiots.

I have recently commented about how "as you traverse this wonderful digital medium, you are occasionally lucky enough to find someone who is" (I'll change it here to suit the board) a drop of detergent in a sea of shit. None of them are what I would call detergent, turds yes, detergent no. Their response will undoubtedly be to tell me I'm also a turd, and that's the funny bit. Because they're all too stupid to see that I came to this board and declared myself to have been converted into a turd by the way she had treated me. So their claims will yet again be more meaningless stabs at me.

Come on, you must find it amusing to see all these internet warriors leaping to defend the honour of a woman who they don't actually know. A woman whos behaviour towards me I've posted untold number of factual posts about, all of which these internet warriors ignore in favour of their self justified campaign to defend her honour, at my expense. It's a living testament to the indoctrination of men, and very amusing to watch.

Is that your goal here, David, to get us all to dislike Squeams? Are you here to share how she shattered your soul, and made you into a stalking, pathetic creep, Davester? Will you leave if we all agree that Squeams is a horrible, rotten, person, Daveareno? Will that relieve you of this horrible burden you must now bare, Davearoosky? Certainly you are not here for the warm camaraderie being shared, Daveatola. You think you are making any ground with your "efforts" to "defend yourself", Dave-o? :unsure:

[chalice]

Loving the caps, Dave. It's so much more believable in upper case, Dave.

When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave? I think this may be the crucial nub of the Dave problem. You're just not getting any anymore, are you Dave?

You haven't experienced being desired in a long time, Dave. Maybe you should partake in the services provided by those sisters of the dusk. You need to get laid, Dave.

I'll pay for some crack-skank to relieve your tension, mate. Just send me your bank details, Dave. :smilie4:

[manker]

Can't believe mbm broke Dave. It's always the quiet ones.


See, mbm strikes me of the kind of chap who would feel remorse about ruthlessly destroying a fellow internets traveller like he did with Dave up there - if only there was a something to like about our troubled companion.
And that's just it. There is no redeeming feature. No possible way of connecting with someone so thoroughly contemptible. I mean, who else do you know that has three kids and a wife but devotes more time to stalking someone half his age and incessantly writing about her on the internets.

What's almost worse is that Dave's got no idea that he's wrong - Dave is sure that everyone else is wrong and that he's a victim in all of this. A victim.
It beggars belief.

That's the tragic part, the comedy value of this is pretty much everything else, from the ecru suit to the denials of everything ever to the relentless inability to outwit anyone at any time to how Dave gets truly offended if someone says, for example, he was lounging instead of leaning on the balustrade. The rage is always tangible.

And you just know that the caps lock extravaganza was accompanied by a myriad of tears. A veritable flood of angsty emo tears all over the net-book his wife bought him for Christmas :cry:

[NotLettingItGo]

Don't worry, I find any stances about this issue utterly ridiculous, and by hyperbolic extension hilarious, whether in favor of the dick or the chick. Much of that conclusion stems from the situation itself. It's difficult to hold a serious opinion about internet relationships, whether fueled by a need to stalk, a need to reprimand, a need to mar or a need to be around. I mean, everyone has to admit it's a little absurd.

I can't even imagine being one of the people lured into the "He's stalking her argument". Communication alone would be enabling, so why bother?

TL;DR, oh yes, I am amused.

I agree with the utter ridiculousness of it all, especially because I've not attacked her at all, so they're leaping to accuse me of something I clearly haven't done, in defence of her honour which hasn't been directly attacked.

As for why bother, because it amuses me. To watch them flail around coming up with new more stupid material and twists to their existing material. I used to obtain the same kind of amusement when I was a kid watching the other 13 year old lads making stuff up against whomever it was they'd decided they didn't like.

[manker]

A loner as a child too.
I nearly fell off my chair.

[NotLettingItGo]

@ MBM

Serious question for you? How thick are you? Cause you clearly can't read at all. I mean how many times would you like me to say that I don't care what you think of her. I don't care what you think of me. In fact what you think of just about anything is so meaningless to me that I don't care about any of it. Now I've said that at least three times already when is it going to have achieved enough penetration to actually reach your brain? How many more times would you like me to repeat it?

@ chavis

I have to say chavis, I'm beginning to sympathise with you. Seriously I can see why you went down the route you've followed of treating the vast majority of members here like spastics. I mean take MBM for example, it's like the guy doesn't take anything in unless it's been repeated to him at least 14 times. Even posting it in the same aggressive caps locked style he so loves to use doesn't get through.

@ manker

Thank you, at last you've recognised me for the contemptible man that I have been turned into. How many months did it take for you to get it? As for MBM breaking me... yeah right :lol: I shall ascribe that to your previously idenitified reading comprehension problem which I've pointed out.

I should just like to point out a few minor idiocies in the latest round of shite you've dreamt up.
- You have a wife and kids and spend far more time on the internet than I do.
- You are unable to produce a single thing to support your ridiculous claim about me stalking her, because there is nothing other than the deluded thoughts in your twisted minds.
- Your perceptions of me being enraged are laughable, it's an image I have been projecting onto the internet for any number of years, one which people often read my posts as projecting, despite the fact that I'm not enraged at all. I'm sure your new found long time friend will happily confirm that for you.
- I'm no victim thanks.

I know you all like to think that you can behave however you like towards another person, and that no other person must dare to show to you the contempt you spew around at so many, and I'm sorry to have to destroy that illusion for you, but that's the game here. Just as you can behave like cunts, so can I. Just as you can spew caps locked rants as me, so can I at you. Just as you can behave towards others like the turds that you have chosen to be, so can I behave like that towards you.

[NotLettingItGo]

A loner as a child too.
I nearly fell off my chair.
Now that's what I call a wild case of inaccurate extrapolation.

[manker]

Just reading between the lines. A typical 13 year old doesn't watch other 13 year olds and gain amusement from behaviour which they feel is beneath them.
Unless that kid is a loner who is trying to deride the actions of the popular ones in their own mind to justify themselves being alone all the time.

Also:
I'm not married. There is no need for me to produce evidence of you stalking her. You post it. You said about going to her place when you knew you weren't wanted there, you have produced over 400 posts on the topic of the woman you're stalking. You are filled with rage and bile. Your posts indicate it, especially when you use caps lock.
No one else produced a cap-lock tirade at you. No-one else has stalked anyone on the internets. No-one else has found themselves completely isolated because of their lack of social skills on a message board and no-one else cries like you do, Dave.
And that's why you're special and that's why I want to keep you here.

Your lip will continue to meet my hook until I get bored of it.

[NotLettingItGo]

Just reading between the lines. A typical 13 year old doesn't watch other 13 year olds and gain amusement from behaviour which they feel is beneath them.
Unless that kid is a loner who is trying to deride the actions of the popular ones in their own mind to justify themselves being alone all the time.

Also:
I'm not married. There is no need for me to produce evidence of you stalking her. You post it. You said about going to her place when you knew you weren't wanted there, you have produced over 400 posts on the topic of the woman you're stalking. You are filled with rage and bile. Your posts indicate it, especially when you use caps lock.
No one else produced a cap-lock tirade at you. No-one else has stalked anyone on the internets. No-one else has found themselves completely isolated because of their lack of social skills on a message board and no-one else cries like you do, Dave.
And that's why you're special and that's why I want to keep you here.

Your lip will continue to meet my hook until I get bored of it.

I'm quoting that to keep it, I don't think I've ever seen a single post with so many statements, not one of which is true.

[hikaricore]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

My name is not Dave it is Aaron. If you were not such a pathetic assclown you would be able to figure that out. It would be so easy for me to ban someone like you if it was not here. I have to ban morons like you all the time its so easy.

[manker]

Just reading between the lines. A typical 13 year old doesn't watch other 13 year olds and gain amusement from behaviour which they feel is beneath them.
Unless that kid is a loner who is trying to deride the actions of the popular ones in their own mind to justify themselves being alone all the time.

Also:
I'm not married. There is no need for me to produce evidence of you stalking her. You post it. You said about going to her place when you knew you weren't wanted there, you have produced over 400 posts on the topic of the woman you're stalking. You are filled with rage and bile. Your posts indicate it, especially when you use caps lock.
No one else produced a cap-lock tirade at you. No-one else has stalked anyone on the internets. No-one else has found themselves completely isolated because of their lack of social skills on a message board and no-one else cries like you do, Dave.
And that's why you're special and that's why I want to keep you here.

Your lip will continue to meet my hook until I get bored of it.

I'm quoting that to keep it, I don't think I've ever seen a single post with so many statements, not one of which is true.I don't have a history of going back and deleting posts I regret. In fact, I've never done it.
You have.

So I see no reason for the quote.

It's more like that far from their being zero truth there, it's all facts and you have no idea how to answer it.

[manker]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

My name is not Dave it is Aaron. If you were not such a pathetic assclown you would be able to figure that out. It would be so easy for me to ban someone like you if it was not here. I have to ban morons like you all the time its so easy.Sup, Aaron.
Go join the gay beard thread (http://filesharingtalk.com/threads/441246-The-Gay-Beard-Club). I suggest you use this photo of yourself:

96145

That T-mobile hat, btw, fucking awesome :smilie4:

[NotLettingItGo]

I don't have a history of going back and deleting posts I regret. In fact, I've never done it.
You have.

So I see no reason for the quote.

It's more like that far from their being zero truth there, it's all facts and you have no idea how to answer it.

You're right about one thing, I am unsure about how to address the conundrum you have created with your post.

See you claim (falsely) that I am posting stalking posts aimed at her, but the only posts I make about her at all are all in response to you and your lunatic assertions about my stalking. So if I stop responding to your lunatic assertions, then you'll have failed in your stated aim of wanting to keep me here, because effectively I'll be ignoring every post you make.

Quite the conundrum, post at you and thus be here, helping you to achieve your goal, or ignore you and enjoy your failure :unsure:

[manker]

I don't have a history of going back and deleting posts I regret. In fact, I've never done it.
You have.

So I see no reason for the quote.

It's more like that far from their being zero truth there, it's all facts and you have no idea how to answer it.

You're right about one thing, I am unsure about how to address the conundrum you have created with your post.

See you claim (falsely) that I am posting stalking posts aimed at her, but the only posts I make about her at all are all in response to you and your lunatic assertions about my stalking. So if I stop responding to your lunatic assertions, then you'll have failed in your stated aim of wanting to keep me here, because effectively I'll be ignoring every post you make.

Quite the conundrum, post at you and thus be here, helping you to achieve your goal, or ignore you and enjoy your failure :unsure:I'll help.

Stay here and make posts about something else, Dave.
It's only a conundrum if you're thick.

[hikaricore]

Sup, Aaron.
Go join the gay beard thread. I suggest you use this photo of yourself:
That T-mobile hat, btw, fucking awesome


I saw that thread and you newfags really have nothing better to do with your time. Its sad I pity you all.
So what about my T-mobile cap I got it for free. I get lots of things for free and that doesn't mean I should ignore them.

[manker]

Sup, Aaron.
Go join the gay beard thread. I suggest you use this photo of yourself:
That T-mobile hat, btw, fucking awesome


I saw that thread and you newfags really have nothing better to do with your time. Its sad I pity you all.
So what about my T-mobile cap I got it for free. I get lots of things for free and that doesn't mean I should ignore them.If I was T-Mobile, I'd pay you for wearing that hat. In fact, T-Mobile paying me would be the only reason I'd wear it. And even then I'd wear it in a place where no one would know me. When it was dark.

I like you, Aaron. Stick around, learn some grammar. If you do that and spare my retinae, I'll teach you everything I know about head-gear by way of thanks.

It's win-win.

[NotLettingItGo]

I'll help.

Stay here and make posts about something else, Dave.
It's only a conundrum if you're thick.

You couldn't help yourself out of a dry paper bag.

Funny you should suggest making posts about something else, for I have been doing exactly that. Take the OP of this very thread as just one of so many examples of such posts. Not that you actually read the content of my posts, as is obvious from the utter crap you speel about what it is I post around here.

I shall ponder it and in due course you'll find out if I'm going to help you, or just revel in watching you fail again.

[manker]

I'll help.

Stay here and make posts about something else, Dave.
It's only a conundrum if you're thick.

You couldn't help yourself out of a dry paper bag.

Funny you should suggest making posts about something else, for I have been doing exactly that. Take the OP of this very thread as just one of so many examples of such posts. Not that you actually read the content of my posts, as is obvious from the utter crap you speel about what it is I post around here.

I shall ponder it and in due course you'll find out if I'm going to help you, or just revel in watching you fail again.Yeah, Dave, not much of a conundrum, was it.

I already know what you're going to do. You're going to do exactly the same as you're doing now.
You'll post some shite that no one cares about and when someone decides to take the pish out of you and your stalking ways, you'll respond with tears and angst and bile.

And then you'll pretend you engineered the whole thing so you don't have to face up to the fact that everyone sees you as a gigantic joke.

[NotLettingItGo]

Yeah, Dave, not much of a conundrum, was it.

I already know what you're going to do. You're going to do exactly the same as you're doing now.
You'll post some shite that no one cares about and when someone decides to take the pish out of you and your stalking ways, you'll respond with tears and angst and bile.

And then you'll pretend you engineered the whole thing so you don't have to face up to the fact that everyone sees you as a gigantic joke.

I'll tell you why it's such a conundrum for me. See I enjoy watching you making a complete fool of yourself as you just did yet again with that crap about my "stalking ways" in that post. That'll be because I know it's because you're all obsessed with the subject. No matter what thread I post on, or what I say, one of you will divert it back onto this obsession you all have, and then accuse me of posting stalking posts about her, when I respond to your posts. I'm quite confident that after this many months of allowing this obsession to take root, you can't help yourselves, in that respect.

So it's really about whether I will obtain more pleasure from watching you fail, or from watching you make foolish post after foolish post about this obsession you have.

[Burnsy]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

My name is not Dave it is Aaron. If you were not such a pathetic assclown you would be able to figure that out. It would be so easy for me to ban someone like you if it was not here. I have to ban morons like you all the time its so easy.

:lol:

1 - The comments were not aimed at you, if you had bothered reading the thread correctly you'd know that, assclown.
2 - Why don't you go back to where "not here" is and carry on banning people like yourself then? Or did mommy not give you an allowance this month so the site's 'on hold'?

Having had a quick glance at you're self proclaimed pwning skillz, and your obvious arrogance and pomposity, I look forward to your future posts... I think you're in for an interesting time :)

[chalice]

Maybe you should resolve not to be such a fucking saddo, Dave. You were never any good at pwning anybody. Except yourself, like. You moustachioed monkey you.

My name is not Dave it is Aaron. If you were not such a pathetic assclown you would be able to figure that out. It would be so easy for me to ban someone like you if it was not here. I have to ban morons like you all the time its so easy.

You're a scary guy, Dave2. I'm not calling you Aaron, Dave2, I'm calling you Dave2.

What's your next trick gonna be? Are you gonna 'pwn' me? How would one go about this 'pwning' business. Sounds fucking fascinating, like.

[megabyteme]

@ MBM

I don't care what you think of me.

Then you say this...


Serious question for you? How thick are you? Cause you clearly can't read at all. I mean how many times would you like me to say that I don't care what you think of her. I don't care what you think of me. In fact what you think of just about anything is so meaningless to me that I don't care about any of it. Now I've said that at least three times already when is it going to have achieved enough penetration to actually reach your brain? How many more times would you like me to repeat it?

@ chavis

I have to say chavis, I'm beginning to sympathise with you. Seriously I can see why you went down the route you've followed of treating the vast majority of members here like spastics. I mean take MBM for example, it's like the guy doesn't take anything in unless it's been repeated to him at least 14 times. Even posting it in the same aggressive caps locked style he so loves to use doesn't get through.

@ manker

Thank you, at last you've recognised me for the contemptible man that I have been turned into. How many months did it take for you to get it? As for MBM breaking me... yeah right :lol: I shall ascribe that to your previously idenitified reading comprehension problem which I've pointed out.

I should just like to point out a few minor idiocies in the latest round of shite you've dreamt up.
- You have a wife and kids and spend far more time on the internet than I do.
- You are unable to produce a single thing to support your ridiculous claim about me stalking her, because there is nothing other than the deluded thoughts in your twisted minds.
- Your perceptions of me being enraged are laughable, it's an image I have been projecting onto the internet for any number of years, one which people often read my posts as projecting, despite the fact that I'm not enraged at all. I'm sure your new found long time friend will happily confirm that for you.
- I'm no victim thanks.

I know you all like to think that you can behave however you like towards another person, and that no other person must dare to show to you the contempt you spew around at so many, and I'm sorry to have to destroy that illusion for you, but that's the game here. Just as you can behave like cunts, so can I. Just as you can spew caps locked rants as me, so can I at you. Just as you can behave towards others like the turds that you have chosen to be, so can I behave like that towards you.

How is it that EVERYONE else here sees you as a fucking nut job, and you continue to think that it is EVERYONE else who has the problems. :pinch:

[marklefe]

I want to be 1337

[manker]

How is it that EVERYONE else here sees you as a fucking nut job, and you continue to think that it is EVERYONE else who has the problems. I like the way the question is answered in the first half of the statement which is, in turn, complimented by your steadfast refusal to use an appending curly wurly.
Noice :happy:

[megabyteme]

How is it that EVERYONE else here sees you as a fucking nut job, and you continue to think that it is EVERYONE else who has the problems. I like the way the question is answered in the first half of the statement which is, in turn, complimented by your steadfast refusal to use an appending curly wurly.
Noice :happy:

Is it really a question if the response you are guaranteed to receive is complete, and utter lunacy?*

*MBM now waits for RoS to use this as an excuse to stop using proper punctuation. is it just me, or does it all fit that Davenstein is here because it is the first time in his life he's been able to associate with the "cool kids"? We know he was a loner as a child. Perhaps RejectedDave is emulating the use of "lounge words" (notice how many he works into his otherwise sad posts) in order to someday have a personality (that hopefully someone will like).

Honestly, that's an unfair burden to us, RoS. After all, most of us wish you'd just go swim the Channel during a night time winter storm without so much as leaving a note while recording the event via one of those neat head-mounted video cams and posting your live-feed link here. And, even if all the Kings men could repair that pathetic, uninteresting shell you call yourself, Dave, we STILL wouldn't want you here because all you would EVER be to us is a sad little boy who emulates the styles here, and you would STILL be a fucking creepy stalker.

[Quarterquack]

Harsh. :no:

[NotLettingItGo]

But he does this highly amusing thing repeatedly telling me doesn't like me and he doesn't want me here, like I'm supposed to give some kind of fuck or something. You have to feel pity for him.

[megabyteme]

But he does this highly amusing thing repeatedly telling me doesn't like me and he doesn't want me here, like I'm supposed to give some kind of fuck or something. You have to feel pity for him.

Like the 3/4 page of "non fuck" you posted yesterday. :lol:

^Notice the lack of one of them curly things.

[NotLettingItGo]

Pointing out that you're a mental retard who needs everything repeated fourteen or more times before it achieves penetration depth through your dense skull, doesn't imply in anyway that I give any kind of fuck about what you think or feel either before, or after that penetration occurs.

Now stop openly displaying your lack of intellect. Retard.

[megabyteme]

You should at least make that ONE witty/funny post before you go around babbling about others being retarded, Dave. Show us you've got that much in you. Otherwise, you are showing that you are unable to keep up with us "retards". You aren't dumber than a "retard" are you, Davey? :unsure:

EDIT- You should also note that repeating yourself is more of a sign that you lack credibility than a diminished capacity audience. No one believes your delusional stories, Davester.

[Alien5]

Pics?

EDiT: sorry I thought you were single.

[megabyteme]

Please, Allen, not another 2 1/2 pages of delirious ramblings. Meds, sir. Don't forget your meds... :O

[cinephilia]

can't wait 2013.

[teflon05]

how can anyone have their own subject for a whole year

A better question would be, how can anyone create so many accounts & spout so much meaningless drivel over a year?:huh:

[teflon05]

Hmmm..Since I'm not around all that much, I'm kind of curious as to why you were originally banned myself. I probably read about it at one time or another, but I don't remember the reason. Multiple accounts, maybe? :pinch:

[Squeamous]

I do believe it was Biggles who introduced me to this board. He told me there was a place where people like me were accepted; a place where we could live out our lives in peace with all the crayons and colouring in books we could ever want, and no sharp things or loud noises to frighten us. When I arrived I was immediately greeted by a welcoming party fronted by JPFugley, who almost immediately informed me he was going to ignore me because I wasn't funny or interesting :cry:. Then Crabgirl and Biggles told him I WAS funny and interesting and to stop being a cock, and he did. The rest is history.
I have grown to very much appreciate the members here for their wit and humour, and for being so kind to me, and I appreciate any kind words or assistance they've spunked my way. Fanx guise :wub:

[megabyteme]

I have grown to very much appreciate the members here for their wit and humour, and for being so kind to me, and I appreciate any kind words or assistance they've spunked my way. Fanx guise :wub:


I believe I speak for many of us when I say we are always here for you with spunk in hand. :blushing:

[Squeamous]

:lol:

[NotLettingItGo]

Very good.

[Quarterquack]

Wimmin, eh. 14 days later they're out clubbing, grinding some hunk's less muscular parts, ignoring the value of wit.

[Artemis]

Hmmm..Since I'm not around all that much, I'm kind of curious as to why you were originally banned myself. I probably read about it at one time or another, but I don't remember the reason. Multiple accounts, maybe? :pinch:

I think it was probably that he snorted a bit too much curry and the resultant mental enema has permanently damaged his already fragile psyche, that or he truly enjoys coming back repeatedly to a board that thinks he is a fuckwit. :blink:

[Alien5]

Please, Allen, not another 2 1/2 pages of delirious ramblings. Meds, sir. Don't forget your meds... :O
Yeah ok I will

I'm only here to post pish in this poor excuse of a pawning thread.

[Quarterquack]

Please, Allen, not another 2 1/2 pages of delirious ramblings. Meds, sir. Don't forget your meds... :O
Yeah ok I will

I'm only here to post pish in this poor excuse of a pawning thread.

U so funny. Do u do kid's bdays?

Hoping that's not too many letters for your comprehension threshold.

[Alien5]

offer something smart once in a while

[Barbarossa]

offer something smart once in a while

How about making a post without having to edit it?
I know technically you haven't edited this one yet, but I'm assuming it's on its way... :dabs:

[Barbarossa]

fuck off

[Alien5]

Lol

[mjmacky]

or he truly enjoys coming back repeatedly to a board that thinks he is a fuckwit. :blink:

If true, the only real difference between J-dye and J-Dave is that only one of them is repeatedly banned.

[hikaricore]

I like you, Aaron.

Lot's of people like me so tell me something I don't already know.



Stick around, learn some grammar. If you do that and spare my retinae, I'll teach you everything I know about head-gear by way of thanks.
It's win-win.

Honey badger



1 - The comments were not aimed at you, if you had bothered reading the thread correctly you'd know that, assclown.
2 - Why don't you go back to where "not here" is and carry on banning people like yourself then? Or did mommy not give you an allowance this month so the site's 'on hold'?

Having had a quick glance at you're self proclaimed pwning skillz, and your obvious arrogance and pomposity, I look forward to your future posts... I think you're in for an interesting time

Funny how my post was quoted and then words were written. You might learn something about posting if you realized thats how you direct a comment towards someone. Do you want anymore lessons?
It only seems arrogant to you because you have no idea what youre talking about.



You're a scary guy, Dave2. I'm not calling you Aaron, Dave2, I'm calling you Dave2.

What's your next trick gonna be? Are you gonna 'pwn' me? How would one go about this 'pwning' business. Sounds fucking fascinating, like.

Honey badger, like.

[NotLettingItGo]

Aaron,

I'm afraid you've stumbled into a thicket of accountants and scientists, you have to cut them some slack, they're not very good at thinking and interacting with normal people.

[megabyteme]

Careful, Dave, he'll pawn you like a knob.

This being the New Years revolution thread, and all, shouldn't you be swearing of stockings, or something.

[Burnsy]

Do you want anymore lessons?

Yes please :)

Teeeeeech meeeeeeee stuffs... lots and LOTS!!!!!!

You mentioned in one of your other posts something about using Google, and also another thing, maybe about how people should realise who you were... soooooooooooo:

Having had a quick glance to see what kind of cock muncher you are, I'm sure I could learn loads from you...

Your other profiles certainly belie your obvious superiority to everyone else, and also made me laugh too :D

http://www.myspace.com/hikaricore
http://ubuntuforums.org/member.php?u=150191
https://twitter.com/#!/hikaricore

Now why not run along back to the thetvdb.com, where you're apparently some kind of Moderator, and carry on pwning your n00bs... coz you're obviously a god of the tinterwebz!!!

All bow before the ginger ninja :wank:

[megabyteme]

or he truly enjoys coming back repeatedly to a board that thinks he is a fuckwit. :blink:

If true, the only real difference between J-dye and J-Dave is that only one of them is repeatedly banned.

One constantly banned; the other constantly boned. It's almost like they were split at mirth. :mellow:

[NotLettingItGo]

Careful, Dave, he'll pawn you like a knob.



He won't get fuck all for me, not in my condition, I'm old and broken now.

Maybe he could pawn you instead.

[Quarterquack]

...

And I thought our stupidest member had to be Allen. :idunno:


I'm afraid you've stumbled into a thicket of accountants and scientists, you have to cut them some slack, they're not very good at thinking and interacting with normal people.

Now that's offensive. Coming from the guy who stalks exes on fora during New Year's Eve you might see why your opinion on the issue really means fuckall.

[NotLettingItGo]

Now that's offensive. Coming from the guy who stalks exes on fora during New Year's Eve you might see why your opinion on the issue really means fuckall.

Coming from a man who just jumped on the bandwagon, I shall take that as a compliment.

(Although to be fair I can see why you might be offended at being lumped in with accountants)

[mjmacky]

Do you want anymore lessons?

Yes please :)

Teeeeeech meeeeeeee stuffs... lots and LOTS!!!!!!

You mentioned in one of your other posts something about using Google, and also another thing, maybe about how people should realise who you were... soooooooooooo:

Having had a quick glance to see what kind of cock muncher you are, I'm sure I could learn loads from you...

Your other profiles certainly belie your obvious superiority to everyone else, and also made me laugh too :D

http://www.myspace.com/hikaricore
http://ubuntuforums.org/member.php?u=150191
https://twitter.com/#!/hikaricore

Now why not run along back to the thetvdb.com, where you're apparently some kind of Moderator, and carry on pwning your n00bs... coz you're obviously a god of the tinterwebz!!!

All bow before the ginger ninja :wank:

Ginger ninja :glag:

Lessons for hikaricore:

Those people you're @ing on twitter are not reading your tweets, so what you should have learned here is that you make many efforts to no ends. No, she doesn't want to talk to you; if you need some advice on that, talk to Dave1.
You are a tool, I am almost willing to bump an old thread to sign you up.
Using Linux or Apple doesn't make you leet, using T-mobile does.

Now a question,
Are you the reason the TVDB has been starting to suck balls? I have had to do some weird renaming for the TVDB scraper to pick up anything (e.g. Beavis & Butthead). I remember when it used to be a user contributed community, now with so many things locked it appears it's a little tyrant playground.

[mjmacky]

Coming from a man who just jumped on the bandwagon

You make it sound like bandwagon hopping is inherently negative. Should he have just let the bandwagon pass by and refuse boarding just because everyone else interpreted it as a convenience? Does it matter that it shared his destination? Perhaps he just likes staring down horses asses, are you really going to fault him there?

Or are you still trying to argue your bandwagon fallacy defense? That because everyone has the opinion that you are a sad, stalking, witless, vane coward, we share a common belief and therefore must be all wrong, i.e. the bandwagon fallacy fallacy. No that can't be it, let's just assume it was the first thing.

[Burnsy]

Are you the reason the TVDB has been starting to suck balls? I have had to do some weird renaming for the TVDB scraper to pick up anything (e.g. Beavis & Butthead). I remember when it used to be a user contributed community, now with so many things locked it appears it's a little tyrant playground.

Careful Mr Macky... you'll get the nyewb pwned outta yo' ass, z-lined and globally banned everywhere forever whilst our ginga ninja screams and whoops in delight!!! He doesn't get out @verymuch...

[NotLettingItGo]

Or are you still trying to argue your bandwagon fallacy defense? That because everyone has the opinion that you are a sad, stalking, witless, vane coward, we share a common belief and therefore must be all wrong, i.e. the bandwagon fallacy fallacy. No that can't be it, let's just assume it was the first thing.

You remember Darthy pointing out to me about how my opinion was worthless ("really means fuckall") well guess what? So does yours and his.

I stepped back and allowed the mod team of the board to check my posts out and they haven't found any reason to ban me. That'll be because they can actually see that the imaginary stalking posts you all keep lying about, don't exist.

[chalice]

Or are you still trying to argue your bandwagon fallacy defense? That because everyone has the opinion that you are a sad, stalking, witless, vane coward, we share a common belief and therefore must be all wrong, i.e. the bandwagon fallacy fallacy. No that can't be it, let's just assume it was the first thing.

You remember Darthy pointing out to me about how my opinion was worthless ("really means fuckall") well guess what? So does yours and his.

I stepped back and allowed the mod team of the board to check my posts out and they haven't found any reason to ban me. That'll be because they can actually see that the imaginary stalking posts you all keep lying about, don't exist.

Nobody wants you banned, Dave. That would be tragic. I think we'd have quite a chore drumming up a spastic of your precision and persistence, Dave.

Have you considered the likelihood that the mods don't want you banned because it's much more of a justice to just sit back and watch while you entrench yourself further into all that jealousy and rage, Dave?

It's The Dave Show and it's live and exclusive on FST to the max. :smilie4:

[NotLettingItGo]

Ooooo this is new... what's the jealousy angle then? Cause we haven't heard this new twist in your delusions before, and I'm sure it'll be fascinating to all those members who are on the bandwagon with you, even if it is boring the arse off everyone else.

[Quarterquack]

I'll one up you, if you don't mind Burnsy. Everything's in spoiler tags. Makes the dramatic reveal more entertaining.

http://www.ratforum.com/search.php?searchid=54816

Rats are the right kind of magnet for the wrong kind of pussy, compadre. Don't just assume that I think you know what the latter is, though. Just a couple of girlfriends hanging out:

http://i.imgur.com/HQviL.png

And then these little gems written on your private blogs, actually got me laughing for a good 20 minutes, and I do really imagine it was addressed to your rats (at what? 9 days, waiting for their eyes to open?):


dawn begins to break and your eyes are nowhere to be found. the sound of your voice echos softly down my cheek as i wish to hear it again. siting waiting time seems mocking as it's hand is shown, five of a kind, the four of hearts.. my soul gets the notion that the clock is cheating trying to bring more decks to the table than are welcome, and my heart wants to know that it is only the timekeeper who is in the wrong. i find myself nesting in a chair, words of either little or great meaning gushing out of my fingertips onto the stale slate of a simple machine which stares less than blankly back at me. the soundtrack to this event in my life the morning calls of possibly dozens of birds and i wonder if they're missing someone as much as i miss the angel i long for. track two fades softly into the sound of raindrops being smashed into oblivion as they drift downward towards the plate of metal atop the heater's vent, the tempo rises as heavier clouds draw near. concentrating hard enough to ease the music of the outside world from my mind, i'm now enticed by a monotonous tapping of keys and the creaking of a tattered armchair as i shift slightly. much of this air that surrounds me is chilling, but still i feel the warmth which you give to me..even as many hours have passed since you were in my arms. sitting cracking my toes almost nervously i wonder if the current state of alertness..almost trance like will pass..if my tiring body will lull me into slumber. knowing and feeling sleep will not come swiftly, the muscular systems which encase my skull tighten with every passing moment as the windows to my soul strain to see the very text which is pushing me to this point. thinking cautiously of where you lie as to not tempt this train of thought into suspicious environments, there is great trust for you inside. slowing as the rain, this thought has reached it's end.. good night to you sweet angel, i wait patiently for your safe return.

i love you,

--aaron


it's been a long time since i've really just sat down and poured the contents of my heart onto digital paper. but then i have to wonder if after this great a time my emotions on all current matter will hold me back from saying everything i really want to say. to help myself into this process, i've started a completely new journal and plan on keeping it a secret until such a time that i see it's safe for me to reveal myself.


episode 1::the end of the world::
-:-

it wasn't too long ago that i couldn't even looking at myself in the mirror without second guessing who i was looking at. whether or not the events that unfolded were just all in my head and created by my subconscious desire to be anywhere and anyone but me, i'll never know.. but the fact remains that something did happen to me, something i don't care to revisit, but still something i must explain here.. if only to myself.

the setting was galion ohio. after several periods of homelessness, some shared with other ravers, and some in seclusion brought on by my self pity of being left for dead (alone) once more. i found myself not too far from where i had previously suffered and felt helpless to do anything. don't get me wrong, i was with good people, who helped me through a lot... might i even say saved my life... i was not content with who and where i was. i hated my job and everyone i worked with, with the exception of this one girl with a 'johnny the homicidal maniac' tattoo, who vanished without a trace one day. the answer came to me in the reminiscence of my past experiences with dxm. i had seen and known things prior to their taking place, while not considered too strange to most, this idea grew ridiculously (possibly not, but for the sake of explanation, i will say i was wrong) in my mind and i was soon living a daily delusion. the feeling that i was not in control was so strong at times i thought again of killing myself, but something wouldn't let me.. it was seemingly obvious enough that i was myself and someone else at the same time. not in the cliche fight club sense, but definitely i was finding it very difficult to focus on or control my own actions. i began writing under the name adrian, and i began telling everyone i knew that i was going away.. the writing i had been doing was for them, and it included cryptic messages; dxm related stories; and songs and poems i had written in the previous couple years. i remember writing this... but at the same time, i don't remember it.. i can't tell you what it says because i don't remember. but i know i have it in a file somewhere and i'll post a link to it HERE soon. I started having ideas relating to the end of the world and mass chaos.. sitting here now i can look at it and say i was wrong, but at the time it was real.. maybe just to me, but real none the less. not even the span of a week had passed yet. i came to one night in the upstairs bathroom shaving the last of my hair off the back of my head. at the time i remember entering that bathroom, i was planning to take a shower, and several hours had passed since then. i obviously wasn't myself. a couple days after, i had quit my much hated job, done a great job of scaring a couple people (tho that was not the intention), and was off to leave the state. if you know me at all, you know that didn't happen, something stopped me at the last second, and i slipped out of my distressing state. for the time being.


episode 2::phreaky deaky 3::
-:-

after little thought of were i was going or what i was doing, i managed to find myself among friends.... no friends is the wrong word... temporary allies in an upper class suburb of dayton. i don't really know how i've managed to settle here even as well as i have, but that's thought for an entirely different day. the setting is centerville, and i am currently living with my friend nina and sleeping on her couch. nina's always been nice to me, and we get along quite well, in fact.. in the beginning i almost had myself convinced that i was attracted to her in some way.. maybe it's that irresistible raverslut appeal and the thought of fucking her bent over a table pulling back her head with her little braids.. but i guess that is off topic. this feeling quickly passed but things were still good, she was lonely after having lost mouse, and i had nowhere to go. and now to present the main focus of this segment of my recall of the events that have passed in the creation of today: phreaky deaky 3 was my first party in a long time, as usual a lot of my really good friends were involved in stupid drama a few times that night. still unknown to me, what provoked me to buy a pill. i still have to get the picture of that pill developed, but be sure when i do, i'll post it HERE. but that's exactly what i did, i took a chance on E and i rolled for the first time ever. a notable moment in that night: i met sylvia and shelly who are from kentucky. but the main focus of my roll, was my obsession with sarah. and for me to get the full point across here, i have to backtrack even more to the free party at hirum. sarah and frank had gone together to pick up mighty mouse.. at a time before they were together, and sarah had eaten a pill that night. it really doesn't matter what happened, most people assumed they were just off fucking the shit out of each other, but they said they got lost, and again it doesn't really matter. when they got back everyone (steph, trissy, ashley, joey, e, dan, probably a few people i can't remember, and myself) was either pissed at them or worried to death (overreaction?) for some reason everyone was pissed and when sarah and frank walked back through the door 5mins after the party ended, i had to redirect them and explain that everyone was flipping. soon we were outside and once all the yelling had stopped, i was standing with sarah, and she was crying.. i couldn't understand what i felt in that moment, nothing has ever touched me like the look on her face that day. i loved sarah, in that moment i loved sarah with all of my soul, i kissed her forehead, and i never got over that. --return to pd3-- after i was rolling, i found sarah, and kept her to myself. i was cuddling with her and staring into her eyes all night, i wanted to kiss her and keep her forever. she even kept frank away from us for awhile... not long enough for me. to keep from going through this story again, i'll tell you that i rolled with sarah again at helloween, and much the same thing happened, and we even kissed, but in the end she was frank's and i couldn't have her no matter how much i needed her.
__even if i feel the same now, and i don't. i ignore it, sarah can't feel what i felt. so i can't be with her. i accept this a continue the search for my love.__


episode 3::bugs in the mirror::
-:-

my previous thought that once you know, or have a general idea of what's wrong with you is flawed... the point i missed is that you also have to fall as far as you possibly can, and still make it back alive. i was again unhappy with my life, my job, where i lived, and add the stress of a non-working car in cold weather. i had been talking to this really cool girl before this happened, but something about her scared me and i stopped talking to her completely, stopped seeing her completely.. and then there was a familiar young woman i now refer to as pixie, that i began speaking with again. i don't know what sparked my sudden re interest in her, infact i know she asked a question kinda like that once, before this time the only times i had spoken to her was when luke was fucking nina, and she was worried that her boyfriend was cheating on her. at the time i really hadn't seen them doing anything, so i told her this, but i should have known what was going on... and that i was offering the false hope to this lovestruck girl, that her boyfriend was not banging nina (who while i'm going into such a broad range of detail, started ignoring him, after specifically trying to get him to leave his girlfriend)... it was this first time talking to kayci that i decided that she was interesting to me, and i soon found i had a lot in common with her. for some reason i didn't talk to her much for awhile, then it picked back up a little while (not sure the exact date) before i almost died. i'm unsure of the events leading up to this in their entirety, but from what i do remember, and what i've heard i'll try to make this as accurate as possible. i was sitting on the couch watching a movie called "waking the dead" and i was thinking of going to sleep. at this point what i actually did, and what i remember doing are very skewed i went to speedway and got tomato juice and pepperoni sticks, also there i must have bought the atleast 3 tubes of dramamine from the bargain bin as justin tells me they were. the total contents of those tubes was almost 2g of dramamine. if there was more than this, i left no proof as i left the packaging for these in the trash. i remember falling asleep to the movie, and waking up very confused. at that time i didn't know what was wrong i tried to sit up and watch the movie, but i was very itchy and i had to pee i think... not sure if i really did or just went to the bathroom in confusion. a few minutes in the bathroom i do remember, i smoked a cigarette, somehow dropped my lighter into the toilet (at the time i thought the lighter was my phone), and i opened the closet to get a towel to take a shower. then it all went to fucking shit. random flashes of events, that nowhere nearly add up to a whole. standing in the shower wearing my socks in the dark, i didn't even notice when the water got cold. throwing up over and over again... enough to clog the bathtub drain. eventually the water began overflowing and water and stomach acid/bits of food covered many things in the bathroom. the shower walls were smeared with the pinkish red liquid i had brought into existence from my stomach, a thick paste covered the shower curtain, and what was floating in the water was probably not pretty either. at some point i slipped in hit my head while i was in the shower, leaving a large gash by my right eye, hell i don't know how i didn't drown. the earliest memory i do have after "going completely insane" was a voice screaming at me to turn off the water... even that task took what seemed like hours, as i kept drifting out of conscious control. i was unable even to get dressed. luckily for me i was still wearing my socks from my shower... by the time i was out of the bathroom, they had dried entirely. i remember from time to time looking in the mirror and seeing someone besides myself looking back. adrian was in my eyes, and there were bugs in the mirror. i don't know how long i sat naked on the floor before i was able to even crouch enough to try putting some clothes on. but i managed to put all of nina's kandi on that was sitting on the counter. and i also remember grabbing someone's change.. but i didn't mean to. i even have subtle memories of someone hitting me near the door, i can't prove it, i can't even guess who, i just have this idea of someone hitting me. which is more than possibly just an abstract idea i came up with at the time. i was out of sorts to say the least for the next 2 days. then i was fine, and i felt free, safe... and adrian was gone.

" i live under every letter on this page,
and exist in your every breath.
my name is adrian,
and i will never die. "

you were wrong. i have fallen, and survived the journey.


episode 4::return to solstice::
-:-

halloween 2003 was seeming the most interesting day to me since i accidentally grounded myself to my car battery. i returned to nina's after work, to find the power out, and find everyone still there, waiting for james. nina started to be overdramatic about the feel of the night, and insinuating that we were all going to die. we didn't. we didn't even come close. after getting completely lost thanks to nina's impecible sense of direction, we finally made it to the party at 12:30 and it was no longer halloween. i started off the day by buying myself 2 pills through james, then helping sarah buy one. after about an hour we were beginning our roll. i kept sarah with me for the reasons previously mentioned, but somewhere we ended up apart. re enter sylvia and shelly. we were all rolling, and they decided i was going to be their boyfriend for the night..ok!...i wasn't about to argue with that in my state of mind. we all messed around a little bit and the three of us kissed at once. this all went on for a few hours as far as i know. before i decided that i liked shelly, and sylvia understood, staying with sarah?! not sure how that one happened. anyway continuing on: if you know me at all, you know everything is fucked when aaron decides he's in love... and i'm suseptable to making bad decisions when i'm rolling for the 2nd time on two really good pills. i basicly decided (and with help mind you) that i was in love with shelly, and that we were going to spend lots of time together. to this day i've seen the girl twice and both times we fucked around with nothing to prove for it, and cuddled, and talked about her boyfriend. i actually almost had a nervous breakdown one night when i drove home from her house, stupid me. anyway, she's dumb, only wants to fuck me and suck my cock, and as much as it pains my hornyness to say this, i need her stupid bullshit games like i need a coffee pot up my ass... happy new year shelly, stop calling me.


episode 5::pixie::
-:-

i've never been really big into new years eve parties, but i was hoping this year it could be different. i had talked to kayci earlier in the day and she said that she would be there too. i told her we should hang out sometime in the night, and i think she reluctantly agreed with me. at the party i passed her about 15 to 20 times after saying hi to her twice, my eyes locked onto her each time she passed, and i caught her looking at me a few times. i finally found my pills at a bad price, and sarah and i took them together, and after awhile we were rolling, sometime after that point i ended up running into kayci and i latched onto her, and i'd like to believe her to i. ofcourse as usual this is the point that i will remind myself that i rarely ever know what's going on around me and my mind makes things up. we wandered around and cuddled together most of the night and i think i was with her at midnight, but i don't remember that detail. towards the end of the evening we talked kind of seriously, she mentioned that she had thought i just wanted to get in her pants. i assured her that was not my intention, although i would not object to getting in her pants, i really enjoyed her company and cuddlyness. :) somewhere else around this same time she asked me to come home with her, it took at bit of work going to an afterparty we didn't want to be at, then meeting bethany so i could drop off my roommates at her house so i could spend time alone with kayci. my sweet pixie, i don't know what will happen next, but it's almost nice not knowing exactly what to expect every single moment... and i hope to spend more time with you over the next year. i wonder what's going on in your head, and if you feel the same way, but there's so many things in the way.

you did say to go for what you want, no matter what the cost.

i'll take your advice as far as i can pixie

...

cold nights,
and uncertain tomorrows.


--aaron

And now, for the coup de grâce, a humble mirror of Nancy's private photos:

http://i.imgur.com/1qh5S.jpg

I'm surprised a man of your intellect hasn't figured out privacy settings, or how to keep your shirt on when there are 8 guys and 1 girl in the room. Odds are you were baiting in the wrong target.

What a badass. Is your skin always that pale, or does it only get that bad on the days you cut yourself?

At least I've learnt you're not "suseptable" to mockery.

[mjmacky]

I stepped back and allowed the mod team of the board to check my posts out and they haven't found any reason to ban me. That'll be because they can actually see that the imaginary stalking posts you all keep lying about, don't exist.

You do realize bandwagon has a 'd' in it, right? We're not all asking to have you banned, we aren't riding the banwagon, we simply have pointed out it makes little sense that you stick around. You clearly haven't done much to entertain yourself here. If I wrote 2-15 posts per day defending myself, I would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so.

Now, I don't doubt that you think we're clearly stupid. Repeatedly claiming the same thing expecting us to eventually believe it, however much it contrasts your actions, would put us on the same level as perhaps, Allen. I mean, you do actually think it will eventually pay off, right? That must be why you keep doing it. Is it trying your patience to train us, didn't you even start taking count?

I am a worthless growth of fur and flesh, please keep repeating, I will learn eventually. Don't worry, it won't be for naught if you just keep at it. No, you weren't given a three-sided square, but you'll be damned if you can't make it fit.

[chalice]

Ooooo this is new... what's the jealousy angle then? Cause we haven't heard this new twist in your delusions before, and I'm sure it'll be fascinating to all those members who are on the bandwagon with you, even if it is boring the arse of everyone else.

Dave you're obsessed, mate. Some anonymous African is probably using your posts as a reference guide for his masters degree. He'll go on to better things and you'll be famous.

This has to stem from jealousy, Dave. More specifically, inadequacy. Acute inadequacy amplified by frustration and a moustache and post-traumatic stress disorder from some imaginary war you think you've been in, Dave.

Tell us your war stories, Dave. When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave?

[chalice]

I'll one up you, if you don't mind Burnsy. Everything's in spoiler tags. Makes the dramatic reveal more entertaining.

http://www.ratforum.com/search.php?searchid=54816

Rats are the right kind of magnet for the wrong kind of pussy, compadre. Don't just assume that I think you know what the latter is, though. Just a couple of girlfriends hanging out:

http://i.imgur.com/HQviL.png

And then these little gems written on your private blogs, actually got me laughing for a good 20 minutes, and I do really imagine it was addressed to your rats (at what? 9 days, waiting for their eyes to open?):




it's been a long time since i've really just sat down and poured the contents of my heart onto digital paper. but then i have to wonder if after this great a time my emotions on all current matter will hold me back from saying everything i really want to say. to help myself into this process, i've started a completely new journal and plan on keeping it a secret until such a time that i see it's safe for me to reveal myself.


episode 1::the end of the world::
-:-

it wasn't too long ago that i couldn't even looking at myself in the mirror without second guessing who i was looking at. whether or not the events that unfolded were just all in my head and created by my subconscious desire to be anywhere and anyone but me, i'll never know.. but the fact remains that something did happen to me, something i don't care to revisit, but still something i must explain here.. if only to myself.

the setting was galion ohio. after several periods of homelessness, some shared with other ravers, and some in seclusion brought on by my self pity of being left for dead (alone) once more. i found myself not too far from where i had previously suffered and felt helpless to do anything. don't get me wrong, i was with good people, who helped me through a lot... might i even say saved my life... i was not content with who and where i was. i hated my job and everyone i worked with, with the exception of this one girl with a 'johnny the homicidal maniac' tattoo, who vanished without a trace one day. the answer came to me in the reminiscence of my past experiences with dxm. i had seen and known things prior to their taking place, while not considered too strange to most, this idea grew ridiculously (possibly not, but for the sake of explanation, i will say i was wrong) in my mind and i was soon living a daily delusion. the feeling that i was not in control was so strong at times i thought again of killing myself, but something wouldn't let me.. it was seemingly obvious enough that i was myself and someone else at the same time. not in the cliche fight club sense, but definitely i was finding it very difficult to focus on or control my own actions. i began writing under the name adrian, and i began telling everyone i knew that i was going away.. the writing i had been doing was for them, and it included cryptic messages; dxm related stories; and songs and poems i had written in the previous couple years. i remember writing this... but at the same time, i don't remember it.. i can't tell you what it says because i don't remember. but i know i have it in a file somewhere and i'll post a link to it HERE soon. I started having ideas relating to the end of the world and mass chaos.. sitting here now i can look at it and say i was wrong, but at the time it was real.. maybe just to me, but real none the less. not even the span of a week had passed yet. i came to one night in the upstairs bathroom shaving the last of my hair off the back of my head. at the time i remember entering that bathroom, i was planning to take a shower, and several hours had passed since then. i obviously wasn't myself. a couple days after, i had quit my much hated job, done a great job of scaring a couple people (tho that was not the intention), and was off to leave the state. if you know me at all, you know that didn't happen, something stopped me at the last second, and i slipped out of my distressing state. for the time being.


episode 2::phreaky deaky 3::
-:-

after little thought of were i was going or what i was doing, i managed to find myself among friends.... no friends is the wrong word... temporary allies in an upper class suburb of dayton. i don't really know how i've managed to settle here even as well as i have, but that's thought for an entirely different day. the setting is centerville, and i am currently living with my friend nina and sleeping on her couch. nina's always been nice to me, and we get along quite well, in fact.. in the beginning i almost had myself convinced that i was attracted to her in some way.. maybe it's that irresistible raverslut appeal and the thought of fucking her bent over a table pulling back her head with her little braids.. but i guess that is off topic. this feeling quickly passed but things were still good, she was lonely after having lost mouse, and i had nowhere to go. and now to present the main focus of this segment of my recall of the events that have passed in the creation of today: phreaky deaky 3 was my first party in a long time, as usual a lot of my really good friends were involved in stupid drama a few times that night. still unknown to me, what provoked me to buy a pill. i still have to get the picture of that pill developed, but be sure when i do, i'll post it HERE. but that's exactly what i did, i took a chance on E and i rolled for the first time ever. a notable moment in that night: i met sylvia and shelly who are from kentucky. but the main focus of my roll, was my obsession with sarah. and for me to get the full point across here, i have to backtrack even more to the free party at hirum. sarah and frank had gone together to pick up mighty mouse.. at a time before they were together, and sarah had eaten a pill that night. it really doesn't matter what happened, most people assumed they were just off fucking the shit out of each other, but they said they got lost, and again it doesn't really matter. when they got back everyone (steph, trissy, ashley, joey, e, dan, probably a few people i can't remember, and myself) was either pissed at them or worried to death (overreaction?) for some reason everyone was pissed and when sarah and frank walked back through the door 5mins after the party ended, i had to redirect them and explain that everyone was flipping. soon we were outside and once all the yelling had stopped, i was standing with sarah, and she was crying.. i couldn't understand what i felt in that moment, nothing has ever touched me like the look on her face that day. i loved sarah, in that moment i loved sarah with all of my soul, i kissed her forehead, and i never got over that. --return to pd3-- after i was rolling, i found sarah, and kept her to myself. i was cuddling with her and staring into her eyes all night, i wanted to kiss her and keep her forever. she even kept frank away from us for awhile... not long enough for me. to keep from going through this story again, i'll tell you that i rolled with sarah again at helloween, and much the same thing happened, and we even kissed, but in the end she was frank's and i couldn't have her no matter how much i needed her.
__even if i feel the same now, and i don't. i ignore it, sarah can't feel what i felt. so i can't be with her. i accept this a continue the search for my love.__


episode 3::bugs in the mirror::
-:-

my previous thought that once you know, or have a general idea of what's wrong with you is flawed... the point i missed is that you also have to fall as far as you possibly can, and still make it back alive. i was again unhappy with my life, my job, where i lived, and add the stress of a non-working car in cold weather. i had been talking to this really cool girl before this happened, but something about her scared me and i stopped talking to her completely, stopped seeing her completely.. and then there was a familiar young woman i now refer to as pixie, that i began speaking with again. i don't know what sparked my sudden re interest in her, infact i know she asked a question kinda like that once, before this time the only times i had spoken to her was when luke was fucking nina, and she was worried that her boyfriend was cheating on her. at the time i really hadn't seen them doing anything, so i told her this, but i should have known what was going on... and that i was offering the false hope to this lovestruck girl, that her boyfriend was not banging nina (who while i'm going into such a broad range of detail, started ignoring him, after specifically trying to get him to leave his girlfriend)... it was this first time talking to kayci that i decided that she was interesting to me, and i soon found i had a lot in common with her. for some reason i didn't talk to her much for awhile, then it picked back up a little while (not sure the exact date) before i almost died. i'm unsure of the events leading up to this in their entirety, but from what i do remember, and what i've heard i'll try to make this as accurate as possible. i was sitting on the couch watching a movie called "waking the dead" and i was thinking of going to sleep. at this point what i actually did, and what i remember doing are very skewed i went to speedway and got tomato juice and pepperoni sticks, also there i must have bought the atleast 3 tubes of dramamine from the bargain bin as justin tells me they were. the total contents of those tubes was almost 2g of dramamine. if there was more than this, i left no proof as i left the packaging for these in the trash. i remember falling asleep to the movie, and waking up very confused. at that time i didn't know what was wrong i tried to sit up and watch the movie, but i was very itchy and i had to pee i think... not sure if i really did or just went to the bathroom in confusion. a few minutes in the bathroom i do remember, i smoked a cigarette, somehow dropped my lighter into the toilet (at the time i thought the lighter was my phone), and i opened the closet to get a towel to take a shower. then it all went to fucking shit. random flashes of events, that nowhere nearly add up to a whole. standing in the shower wearing my socks in the dark, i didn't even notice when the water got cold. throwing up over and over again... enough to clog the bathtub drain. eventually the water began overflowing and water and stomach acid/bits of food covered many things in the bathroom. the shower walls were smeared with the pinkish red liquid i had brought into existence from my stomach, a thick paste covered the shower curtain, and what was floating in the water was probably not pretty either. at some point i slipped in hit my head while i was in the shower, leaving a large gash by my right eye, hell i don't know how i didn't drown. the earliest memory i do have after "going completely insane" was a voice screaming at me to turn off the water... even that task took what seemed like hours, as i kept drifting out of conscious control. i was unable even to get dressed. luckily for me i was still wearing my socks from my shower... by the time i was out of the bathroom, they had dried entirely. i remember from time to time looking in the mirror and seeing someone besides myself looking back. adrian was in my eyes, and there were bugs in the mirror. i don't know how long i sat naked on the floor before i was able to even crouch enough to try putting some clothes on. but i managed to put all of nina's kandi on that was sitting on the counter. and i also remember grabbing someone's change.. but i didn't mean to. i even have subtle memories of someone hitting me near the door, i can't prove it, i can't even guess who, i just have this idea of someone hitting me. which is more than possibly just an abstract idea i came up with at the time. i was out of sorts to say the least for the next 2 days. then i was fine, and i felt free, safe... and adrian was gone.

" i live under every letter on this page,
and exist in your every breath.
my name is adrian,
and i will never die. "

you were wrong. i have fallen, and survived the journey.


episode 4::return to solstice::
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halloween 2003 was seeming the most interesting day to me since i accidentally grounded myself to my car battery. i returned to nina's after work, to find the power out, and find everyone still there, waiting for james. nina started to be overdramatic about the feel of the night, and insinuating that we were all going to die. we didn't. we didn't even come close. after getting completely lost thanks to nina's impecible sense of direction, we finally made it to the party at 12:30 and it was no longer halloween. i started off the day by buying myself 2 pills through james, then helping sarah buy one. after about an hour we were beginning our roll. i kept sarah with me for the reasons previously mentioned, but somewhere we ended up apart. re enter sylvia and shelly. we were all rolling, and they decided i was going to be their boyfriend for the night..ok!...i wasn't about to argue with that in my state of mind. we all messed around a little bit and the three of us kissed at once. this all went on for a few hours as far as i know. before i decided that i liked shelly, and sylvia understood, staying with sarah?! not sure how that one happened. anyway continuing on: if you know me at all, you know everything is fucked when aaron decides he's in love... and i'm suseptable to making bad decisions when i'm rolling for the 2nd time on two really good pills. i basicly decided (and with help mind you) that i was in love with shelly, and that we were going to spend lots of time together. to this day i've seen the girl twice and both times we fucked around with nothing to prove for it, and cuddled, and talked about her boyfriend. i actually almost had a nervous breakdown one night when i drove home from her house, stupid me. anyway, she's dumb, only wants to fuck me and suck my cock, and as much as it pains my hornyness to say this, i need her stupid bullshit games like i need a coffee pot up my ass... happy new year shelly, stop calling me.


episode 5::pixie::
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i've never been really big into new years eve parties, but i was hoping this year it could be different. i had talked to kayci earlier in the day and she said that she would be there too. i told her we should hang out sometime in the night, and i think she reluctantly agreed with me. at the party i passed her about 15 to 20 times after saying hi to her twice, my eyes locked onto her each time she passed, and i caught her looking at me a few times. i finally found my pills at a bad price, and sarah and i took them together, and after awhile we were rolling, sometime after that point i ended up running into kayci and i latched onto her, and i'd like to believe her to i. ofcourse as usual this is the point that i will remind myself that i rarely ever know what's going on around me and my mind makes things up. we wandered around and cuddled together most of the night and i think i was with her at midnight, but i don't remember that detail. towards the end of the evening we talked kind of seriously, she mentioned that she had thought i just wanted to get in her pants. i assured her that was not my intention, although i would not object to getting in her pants, i really enjoyed her company and cuddlyness. :) somewhere else around this same time she asked me to come home with her, it took at bit of work going to an afterparty we didn't want to be at, then meeting bethany so i could drop off my roommates at her house so i could spend time alone with kayci. my sweet pixie, i don't know what will happen next, but it's almost nice not knowing exactly what to expect every single moment... and i hope to spend more time with you over the next year. i wonder what's going on in your head, and if you feel the same way, but there's so many things in the way.

you did say to go for what you want, no matter what the cost.

i'll take your advice as far as i can pixie

...

cold nights,
and uncertain tomorrows.


--aaron

And now, for the coup de grâce, a humble mirror of Nancy's private photos:

http://i.imgur.com/1qh5S.jpg

I'm surprised a man of your intellect hasn't figured out privacy settings, or how to keep your shirt on when there are 8 guys and 1 girl in the room. Odds are you were baiting in the wrong target.

What a badass. Is your skin always that pale, or does it only get that bad on the days you cut yourself?

At least I've learnt you're not "suseptable" to mockery.

Christmas.

[NotLettingItGo]

You do realize bandwagon has a 'd' in it, right? We're not all asking to have you banned, we aren't riding the banwagon, we simply have pointed out it makes little sense that you stick around. You clearly haven't done much to entertain yourself here. If I wrote 2-15 posts per day defending myself, I would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so.

Now, I don't doubt that you think we're clearly stupid. Repeatedly claiming the same thing expecting us to eventually believe it, however much it contrasts your actions, would put us on the same level as perhaps, Allen. I mean, you do actually think it will eventually pay off, right? That must be why you keep doing it. Is it trying your patience to train us, didn't you even start taking count?

I am a worthless growth of fur and flesh, please keep repeating, I will learn eventually. Don't worry, it won't be for naught if you just keep at it. No, you weren't given a three-sided square, but you'll be damned if you can't make it fit.

Keep repeating your lies Jacky, about how "my claims" contrast "my actions", everyone can see your lying by the fact that you haven't been able to produce a single post to support your lies.

[NotLettingItGo]

Dave you're obsessed, mate. Some anonymous African is probably using your posts as a reference guide for his masters degree. He'll go on to better things and you'll be famous.

This has to stem from jealousy, Dave. More specifically, inadequacy. Acute inadequacy amplified by frustration and a moustache and post-traumatic stress disorder from some imaginary war you think you've been in, Dave.

Tell us your war stories, Dave. When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave?

I have to admit that I actually laughed at being told I'm obsessed, by you. A man who has virtually become a single issue poster around here.

[chalice]

Dave you're obsessed, mate. Some anonymous African is probably using your posts as a reference guide for his masters degree. He'll go on to better things and you'll be famous.

This has to stem from jealousy, Dave. More specifically, inadequacy. Acute inadequacy amplified by frustration and a moustache and post-traumatic stress disorder from some imaginary war you think you've been in, Dave.

Tell us your war stories, Dave. When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave?

I have to admit that I actually laughed at being told I'm obsessed, by you. A man who has virtually become a single issue poster around here.

As long as you exhibit those unbalanced mental telltale signs, and turn up at the front doors of people I like, with your sinister moustache with the express intent of intimidating them, Dave, I'll remain interested.

[NotLettingItGo]

As long as you exhibit those unbalanced mental telltale signs, and turn up at the front doors of people I like, with your sinister moustache with the express intent of intimidating them, Dave, I'll remain interested.

This interest you have in your own delusions, have you suffered from it for a long time, or is it a relatively new development in your psyche?

[megabyteme]

http://i.imgur.com/1qh5S.jpg



May I ask why the goth guy is grabbing at your nipple, D2? :unsure:


*NOTE to Rings* That'll do pig, that'll do. :D

[chalice]

As long as you exhibit those unbalanced mental telltale signs, and turn up at the front doors of people I like, with your sinister moustache with the express intent of intimidating them, Dave, I'll remain interested.

This interest you have in your own delusions, have you suffered from it for a long time, or is it a relatively new development in your psyche?

Look at it my way, Dave.

Going on the past six months worth of posts, exercising logic at all times (whether you chose to believe that or not), I am buried by the evidence that you're a bitter, jilted, jealous, borderline psychotic who really, actually, gob-smackingly still thinks he's right.

You've posted nothing to alter our perceptions. Rather, you're almost disturbing. Quite, you've become a cartoon, Dave. Can't you see that? The more you struggle, the tighter the grip, Dave.

[NotLettingItGo]

Look at it my way, Dave.

Going on the past six months worth of posts, exercising logic at all times (whether you chose to believe that or not), I am buried by the evidence that you're a bitter, jilted, jealous, borderline psychotic who really, actually, gob-smackingly still thinks he's right.

You've posted nothing to alter our perceptions. Rather, you're almost disturbing. Quite, you've become a cartoon, Dave. Can't you see that? The more you struggle, the tighter the grip, Dave.

Where is this evidence chavis? You know my "bitter, jilted, jealous, borderline psychotic" posts. The ones you claim I've been making to "stalk" her.

See that's your problem chavis you can't actually produce anything which supports your delusions.

I say "all I lost was a liar who manipulated me" you claim I would want to stalk someone who has actually done that to me. You never explain why I would want someone like that in my life again, remembering that I already pissed away five years being lied to and manipulated by her. I'd have to be a full on psychotic to want her anywhere near my life. So claims that I would stalk someone like that don't add up. They haven't since way back before she outed herself, since way back before everyone jumped on your bandwagon.

You're perfectly entitled to like her, you're perfectly entitled to interact with her in whatever way you like. Demanding that I have to give any kind of fuck about her or anything she thinks or feels is a waste of your time though, cause it aint going to happen. She's a sociopath, and just as she didn't give any kind of fuck about me or anything I thought or felt, so I am not going to give any kind of fuck about anything she thinks or feels, and all this "you're a sociopath" crap you're all trying to project onto me here, is worthless, cause for five fucking years I proved beyond any doubt that I did give a fuck about her, what she thought and what she felt. So it's not me who has the problem, and I don't want anyone who has that kind of problem anywhere near me, so I'm the last person who is going to stalk her.

Your claims don't add up at all, and there are plenty of facts in my posts which should have indicated that to you.

[chalice]

Don't you see, Dave? You're posting/ranting at length, repeatedly, pointlessly and publicly about a doomed affair that you just cannot get over.

Assess yourself, David. Think it through. You don't need to be here. It can only do your little head harm, Dave.

[NotLettingItGo]

By "posting/ranting at length, repeatedly, pointlessly and publicly" you mean I repeatedly address your lies and accusations against me. I have pointed out before that if you stop with the lies and accusations my posts addressing those lies and accusations will stop. I'd have thought a man of your intelligence could have added one and one together by now, but I'm willing to give you more time.

There's nothing here which is doing my head in, there's nothing here which is causing me to rant, there's nothing here which is inspiring anything other than boredom in me, but no doubt we'll keep going over the same old ground over and over again, because of your obsession with it. I'm OK with that.

[chalice]

See, I don't think I'm lying, Dave. So tally fucking ho, you spastic. We'll all continue to cringe at your helicopter wreck of a life.

Tell us again about that time you knifed that target in the field and stuff. How it changed you. That was hilarious.

When did you last have sex with your wife, Dave?

[NotLettingItGo]

From where I'm sitting it just looks as if you "don't think" at all.

[Burnsy]

I'll one up you, if you don't mind Burnsy. Everything's in spoiler tags. Makes the dramatic reveal more entertaining.

http://www.ratforum.com/search.php?searchid=54816

Rats are the right kind of magnet for the wrong kind of pussy, compadre. Don't just assume that I think you know what the latter is, though. Just a couple of girlfriends hanging out:

http://i.imgur.com/HQviL.png

And then these little gems written on your private blogs, actually got me laughing for a good 20 minutes, and I do really imagine it was addressed to your rats (at what? 9 days, waiting for their eyes to open?):




it's been a long time since i've really just sat down and poured the contents of my heart onto digital paper. but then i have to wonder if after this great a time my emotions on all current matter will hold me back from saying everything i really want to say. to help myself into this process, i've started a completely new journal and plan on keeping it a secret until such a time that i see it's safe for me to reveal myself.


episode 1::the end of the world::
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it wasn't too long ago that i couldn't even looking at myself in the mirror without second guessing who i was looking at. whether or not the events that unfolded were just all in my head and created by my subconscious desire to be anywhere and anyone but me, i'll never know.. but the fact remains that something did happen to me, something i don't care to revisit, but still something i must explain here.. if only to myself.

the setting was galion ohio. after several periods of homelessness, some shared with other ravers, and some in seclusion brought on by my self pity of being left for dead (alone) once more. i found myself not too far from where i had previously suffered and felt helpless to do anything. don't get me wrong, i was with good people, who helped me through a lot... might i even say saved my life... i was not content with who and where i was. i hated my job and everyone i worked with, with the exception of this one girl with a 'johnny the homicidal maniac' tattoo, who vanished without a trace one day. the answer came to me in the reminiscence of my past experiences with dxm. i had seen and known things prior to their taking place, while not considered too strange to most, this idea grew ridiculously (possibly not, but for the sake of explanation, i will say i was wrong) in my mind and i was soon living a daily delusion. the feeling that i was not in control was so strong at times i thought again of killing myself, but something wouldn't let me.. it was seemingly obvious enough that i was myself and someone else at the same time. not in the cliche fight club sense, but definitely i was finding it very difficult to focus on or control my own actions. i began writing under the name adrian, and i began telling everyone i knew that i was going away.. the writing i had been doing was for them, and it included cryptic messages; dxm related stories; and songs and poems i had written in the previous couple years. i remember writing this... but at the same time, i don't remember it.. i can't tell you what it says because i don't remember. but i know i have it in a file somewhere and i'll post a link to it HERE soon. I started having ideas relating to the end of the world and mass chaos.. sitting here now i can look at it and say i was wrong, but at the time it was real.. maybe just to me, but real none the less. not even the span of a week had passed yet. i came to one night in the upstairs bathroom shaving the last of my hair off the back of my head. at the time i remember entering that bathroom, i was planning to take a shower, and several hours had passed since then. i obviously wasn't myself. a couple days after, i had quit my much hated job, done a great job of scaring a couple people (tho that was not the intention), and was off to leave the state. if you know me at all, you know that didn't happen, something stopped me at the last second, and i slipped out of my distressing state. for the time being.


episode 2::phreaky deaky 3::
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after little thought of were i was going or what i was doing, i managed to find myself among friends.... no friends is the wrong word... temporary allies in an upper class suburb of dayton. i don't really know how i've managed to settle here even as well as i have, but that's thought for an entirely different day. the setting is centerville, and i am currently living with my friend nina and sleeping on her couch. nina's always been nice to me, and we get along quite well, in fact.. in the beginning i almost had myself convinced that i was attracted to her in some way.. maybe it's that irresistible raverslut appeal and the thought of fucking her bent over a table pulling back her head with her little braids.. but i guess that is off topic. this feeling quickly passed but things were still good, she was lonely after having lost mouse, and i had nowhere to go. and now to present the main focus of this segment of my recall of the events that have passed in the creation of today: phreaky deaky 3 was my first party in a long time, as usual a lot of my really good friends were involved in stupid drama a few times that night. still unknown to me, what provoked me to buy a pill. i still have to get the picture of that pill developed, but be sure when i do, i'll post it HERE. but that's exactly what i did, i took a chance on E and i rolled for the first time ever. a notable moment in that night: i met sylvia and shelly who are from kentucky. but the main focus of my roll, was my obsession with sarah. and for me to get the full point across here, i have to backtrack even more to the free party at hirum. sarah and frank had gone together to pick up mighty mouse.. at a time before they were together, and sarah had eaten a pill that night. it really doesn't matter what happened, most people assumed they were just off fucking the shit out of each other, but they said they got lost, and again it doesn't really matter. when they got back everyone (steph, trissy, ashley, joey, e, dan, probably a few people i can't remember, and myself) was either pissed at them or worried to death (overreaction?) for some reason everyone was pissed and when sarah and frank walked back through the door 5mins after the party ended, i had to redirect them and explain that everyone was flipping. soon we were outside and once all the yelling had stopped, i was standing with sarah, and she was crying.. i couldn't understand what i felt in that moment, nothing has ever touched me like the look on her face that day. i loved sarah, in that moment i loved sarah with all of my soul, i kissed her forehead, and i never got over that. --return to pd3-- after i was rolling, i found sarah, and kept her to myself. i was cuddling with her and staring into her eyes all night, i wanted to kiss her and keep her forever. she even kept frank away from us for awhile... not long enough for me. to keep from going through this story again, i'll tell you that i rolled with sarah again at helloween, and much the same thing happened, and we even kissed, but in the end she was frank's and i couldn't have her no matter how much i needed her.
__even if i feel the same now, and i don't. i ignore it, sarah can't feel what i felt. so i can't be with her. i accept this a continue the search for my love.__


episode 3::bugs in the mirror::
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my previous thought that once you know, or have a general idea of what's wrong with you is flawed... the point i missed is that you also have to fall as far as you possibly can, and still make it back alive. i was again unhappy with my life, my job, where i lived, and add the stress of a non-working car in cold weather. i had been talking to this really cool girl before this happened, but something about her scared me and i stopped talking to her completely, stopped seeing her completely.. and then there was a familiar young woman i now refer to as pixie, that i began speaking with again. i don't know what sparked my sudden re interest in her, infact i know she asked a question kinda like that once, before this time the only times i had spoken to her was when luke was fucking nina, and she was worried that her boyfriend was cheating on her. at the time i really hadn't seen them doing anything, so i told her this, but i should have known what was going on... and that i was offering the false hope to this lovestruck girl, that her boyfriend was not banging nina (who while i'm going into such a broad range of detail, started ignoring him, after specifically trying to get him to leave his girlfriend)... it was this first time talking to kayci that i decided that she was interesting to me, and i soon found i had a lot in common with her. for some reason i didn't talk to her much for awhile, then it picked back up a little while (not sure the exact date) before i almost died. i'm unsure of the events leading up to this in their entirety, but from what i do remember, and what i've heard i'll try to make this as accurate as possible. i was sitting on the couch watching a movie called "waking the dead" and i was thinking of going to sleep. at this point what i actually did, and what i remember doing are very skewed i went to speedway and got tomato juice and pepperoni sticks, also there i must have bought the atleast 3 tubes of dramamine from the bargain bin as justin tells me they were. the total contents of those tubes was almost 2g of dramamine. if there was more than this, i left no proof as i left the packaging for these in the trash. i remember falling asleep to the movie, and waking up very confused. at that time i didn't know what was wrong i tried to sit up and watch the movie, but i was very itchy and i had to pee i think... not sure if i really did or just went to the bathroom in confusion. a few minutes in the bathroom i do remember, i smoked a cigarette, somehow dropped my lighter into the toilet (at the time i thought the lighter was my phone), and i opened the closet to get a towel to take a shower. then it all went to fucking shit. random flashes of events, that nowhere nearly add up to a whole. standing in the shower wearing my socks in the dark, i didn't even notice when the water got cold. throwing up over and over again... enough to clog the bathtub drain. eventually the water began overflowing and water and stomach acid/bits of food covered many things in the bathroom. the shower walls were smeared with the pinkish red liquid i had brought into existence from my stomach, a thick paste covered the shower curtain, and what was floating in the water was probably not pretty either. at some point i slipped in hit my head while i was in the shower, leaving a large gash by my right eye, hell i don't know how i didn't drown. the earliest memory i do have after "going completely insane" was a voice screaming at me to turn off the water... even that task took what seemed like hours, as i kept drifting out of conscious control. i was unable even to get dressed. luckily for me i was still wearing my socks from my shower... by the time i was out of the bathroom, they had dried entirely. i remember from time to time looking in the mirror and seeing someone besides myself looking back. adrian was in my eyes, and there were bugs in the mirror. i don't know how long i sat naked on the floor before i was able to even crouch enough to try putting some clothes on. but i managed to put all of nina's kandi on that was sitting on the counter. and i also remember grabbing someone's change.. but i didn't mean to. i even have subtle memories of someone hitting me near the door, i can't prove it, i can't even guess who, i just have this idea of someone hitting me. which is more than possibly just an abstract idea i came up with at the time. i was out of sorts to say the least for the next 2 days. then i was fine, and i felt free, safe... and adrian was gone.

" i live under every letter on this page,
and exist in your every breath.
my name is adrian,
and i will never die. "

you were wrong. i have fallen, and survived the journey.


episode 4::return to solstice::
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halloween 2003 was seeming the most interesting day to me since i accidentally grounded myself to my car battery. i returned to nina's after work, to find the power out, and find everyone still there, waiting for james. nina started to be overdramatic about the feel of the night, and insinuating that we were all going to die. we didn't. we didn't even come close. after getting completely lost thanks to nina's impecible sense of direction, we finally made it to the party at 12:30 and it was no longer halloween. i started off the day by buying myself 2 pills through james, then helping sarah buy one. after about an hour we were beginning our roll. i kept sarah with me for the reasons previously mentioned, but somewhere we ended up apart. re enter sylvia and shelly. we were all rolling, and they decided i was going to be their boyfriend for the night..ok!...i wasn't about to argue with that in my state of mind. we all messed around a little bit and the three of us kissed at once. this all went on for a few hours as far as i know. before i decided that i liked shelly, and sylvia understood, staying with sarah?! not sure how that one happened. anyway continuing on: if you know me at all, you know everything is fucked when aaron decides he's in love... and i'm suseptable to making bad decisions when i'm rolling for the 2nd time on two really good pills. i basicly decided (and with help mind you) that i was in love with shelly, and that we were going to spend lots of time together. to this day i've seen the girl twice and both times we fucked around with nothing to prove for it, and cuddled, and talked about her boyfriend. i actually almost had a nervous breakdown one night when i drove home from her house, stupid me. anyway, she's dumb, only wants to fuck me and suck my cock, and as much as it pains my hornyness to say this, i need her stupid bullshit games like i need a coffee pot up my ass... happy new year shelly, stop calling me.


episode 5::pixie::
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i've never been really big into new years eve parties, but i was hoping this year it could be different. i had talked to kayci earlier in the day and she said that she would be there too. i told her we should hang out sometime in the night, and i think she reluctantly agreed with me. at the party i passed her about 15 to 20 times after saying hi to her twice, my eyes locked onto her each time she passed, and i caught her looking at me a few times. i finally found my pills at a bad price, and sarah and i took them together, and after awhile we were rolling, sometime after that point i ended up running into kayci and i latched onto her, and i'd like to believe her to i. ofcourse as usual this is the point that i will remind myself that i rarely ever know what's going on around me and my mind makes things up. we wandered around and cuddled together most of the night and i think i was with her at midnight, but i don't remember that detail. towards the end of the evening we talked kind of seriously, she mentioned that she had thought i just wanted to get in her pants. i assured her that was not my intention, although i would not object to getting in her pants, i really enjoyed her company and cuddlyness. :) somewhere else around this same time she asked me to come home with her, it took at bit of work going to an afterparty we didn't want to be at, then meeting bethany so i could drop off my roommates at her house so i could spend time alone with kayci. my sweet pixie, i don't know what will happen next, but it's almost nice not knowing exactly what to expect every single moment... and i hope to spend more time with you over the next year. i wonder what's going on in your head, and if you feel the same way, but there's so many things in the way.

you did say to go for what you want, no matter what the cost.

i'll take your advice as far as i can pixie

...

cold nights,
and uncertain tomorrows.


--aaron

And now, for the coup de grâce, a humble mirror of Nancy's private photos:

http://i.imgur.com/1qh5S.jpg

I'm surprised a man of your intellect hasn't figured out privacy settings, or how to keep your shirt on when there are 8 guys and 1 girl in the room. Odds are you were baiting in the wrong target.

What a badass. Is your skin always that pale, or does it only get that bad on the days you cut yourself?

At least I've learnt you're not "suseptable" to mockery.

Pure genius... I do not mind being bettered for one second... that was pure gold!!! :lol: :D


If I wrote 2-15 posts per day defending myself, I would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so.

This point, for me, hits the nail right on the head... and I've thought this for a long while... only the fact you appear to have been ex-UK Military has stopped me from pointing anything out before... but even someone who is full of 'bottle'/indignation/a sense of right or wrong... HAS to know when they're getting the piss ripped out of them and quietly move on to 'another battle'...

Either that or you're just totally fucked up in the head :unsure:

[NotLettingItGo]

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Either that or you're just totally fucked up in the head :unsure:

There's a certain irony in having those who like someone attempting to defend her, by getting someone who doesn't like her to make posts about her, it amuses me. That they believe they're ripping the piss out of me is their misconception.

[Burnsy]

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Either that or you're just totally fucked up in the head :unsure:

There's a certain irony in having those who like someone attempting to defend her, by getting someone who doesn't like her to make posts about her, it amuses me. That they believe they're ripping the piss out of me is their misconception.

However, they're not the only one's who think they're ripping the piss out of you, therefore, is it REALLY a misconception in so far as you're right and everyone's wrong? (and btw, I'm not referring to the whole you/Squeam scenario, I dunno either of you and couldn't care less either way... none of my business)

I'm sure there are more than just myself reading this and thinking if it were me, why would I even bother to "write 2-15 posts per day defending myself" and "would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so."

Anyway... you'll carry on doing what you want, I've no doubt, was just saying how it looked to the bystander...

[megabyteme]

However, they're not the only one's who think they're ripping the piss out of you, therefore, is it REALLY a misconception in so far as you're right and everyone's wrong? (and btw, I'm not referring to the whole you/Squeam scenario, I dunno either of you and couldn't care less either way... none of my business)

I'm sure there are more than just myself reading this and thinking if it were me, why would I even bother to "write 2-15 posts per day defending myself" and "would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so."

Anyway... you'll carry on doing what you want, I've no doubt, was just saying how it looked to the bystander...

I love irony. Case in point: reading this post followed by your signature. :glag:

[NotLettingItGo]

However, they're not the only one's who think they're ripping the piss out of you, therefore, is it REALLY a misconception in so far as you're right and everyone's wrong? (and btw, I'm not referring to the whole you/Squeam scenario, I dunno either of you and couldn't care less either way... none of my business)

I'm sure there are more than just myself reading this and thinking if it were me, why would I even bother to "write 2-15 posts per day defending myself" and "would have at one point evaluated my approach and reason for doing so."

Anyway... you'll carry on doing what you want, I've no doubt, was just saying how it looked to the bystander...

I do get what you're saying, and believe me I have wondered at times why I bother coming here only to have this shit flung around on every thread I post on, but to me its quite simple. If they want to portray their friend as being stupid (as she would have to be to have time spent five years being with someone she was intimidated by), that's upto them. I can't stop them.

I could just fuck off and not bother coming here, I do have other boards I'm a member of where I get along nicely with the other members, so I could easily spend more time on them. I can't convince myself that I should just fuck off though to make life easier for a bunch of tossers, which if I'm honest is how I view them, it doesn't feel right.

So it looks like I'm here to stay, and if they want to continue this ridiculous line of derailing every thread, that's fine. It doesn't bother me what the discussion is about, and I'm just as happy pointing out the crap they post as I am posting up anything else here.

[NotLettingItGo]

I've been thinking about name changing and getting a new avatar, I was thinking maybe sleazyDave or stalkerDave with a nice 70s style porn star image for my avatar.

[megabyteme]

I've been thinking about name changing and getting a new avatar, I was thinking maybe sleazyDave or stalkerDave with a nice 70s style porn star image for my avatar.

I thought you were opposed to posting real pics of yourself because you didn't want to "be made fun of". :unsure:

[NotLettingItGo]

I thought you were opposed to posting real pics of yourself because you didn't want to "be made fun of". :unsure:

Then you're wrong, I am more than happy for you, manker, chavis, mjmacky and others to make fun of me, there is however someone here who already took the piss out of me in rl for five years. She isn't welcome to have any more fun at my expense.

[megabyteme]

She isn't welcome to have any more fun at my expense.

You don't think she's gotten a bit of a laugh out of all of this?

[NotLettingItGo]

You don't think she's gotten a bit of a laugh out of all of this?

I neither know nor care whether she has or not, this has been beyond my control, twas you all who decided you'd divert every thread I posted to onto this. All I can do is not provide her with any ammunition, not tempt fate by providing you with something which you then encourage her to have fun with.

[Gr1mDude]

Stop smoking for me but shit it is hard.. near to cracking lol

[mjmacky]

I could just fuck off and not bother coming here, I do have other boards I'm a member of where I get along nicely with the other members, so I could easily spend more time on them.

That would be Mumsnet, right?

[NotLettingItGo]

That would be Mumsnet, right?

Yeah, that one was a bit of a shocker to me Jacky, I mean I guessed it would be primarily occupied by women, but figured that they couldn't all be bad. So finding out that it's actually run by women who consider men to have no function other than to support women was a complete surprise. Even if it did agree with (at that time) my newly revised views of what women think men are for. I never expected them to actually state it in an email to me, in black and white.

[megabyteme]

All I can do is not provide her with any ammunition, not tempt fate by providing you with something which you then encourage her to have fun with.

Do you happen to see, in the slightest, the irony of you stating the above, and then persisting to come to a site you knew she frequented long before you did, RoS? :frusty:

[NotLettingItGo]

As I've pointed out before, she hadn't frequented this site for about two years, whereas I had been coming to this site on a regular basis.

[mjmacky]

As I've pointed out before, she hadn't frequented this site for about two years, whereas I had been coming to this site on a regular basis.

Would you also like to point out how you made about 700* posts about that "one woman" on a regular basis for the past 8 months?

* +/- 300

[NotLettingItGo]

Would you also like to point out how you made about 700* posts about that "one woman" on a regular basis for the past 8 months?

* +/- 300

Good god man, no wonder modern science is so fucked, a 42% tolerance level... that's fucking madness.

Yes I have made an awful lot of posts, in response to you all, about this subject. Although they weren't all about her, some of them were about you all, and some of them were about me. I've still spent far too much time on the subject of her, which is a subject I should really be spending no time at all on, but you are all very persistent with your obsession about this subject. At least it's only here, that this subject has been something I have had to piss away time on.

[Burnsy]

I love irony. Case in point: reading this post followed by your signature. :glag:

I didn't even notice that... it was totally unintentional :lol:

[mjmacky]

Would you also like to point out how you made about 700* posts about that "one woman" on a regular basis for the past 8 months?

* +/- 300

Good god man, no wonder modern science is so fucked, a 42% tolerance level... that's fucking madness.

That's how statistics works, if you want to make a statement in the 99.5 % confidence interval, you have to accept a wide deviation. Further, it would be the failure to report error and deviation that would fuck modern science, you kind of have it backwards.

[NotLettingItGo]

That's how statistics works, if you want to make a statement in the 99.5 % confidence interval, you have to accept a wide deviation. Further, it would be the failure to report error and deviation that would fuck modern science, you kind of have it backwards.

Alternately you could just attempt to have some semblence of accuracy about the figures you're stating, thus making the margin of error you need to include much smaller and requiring a much smaller percentage of tolerance. Like I said your 42% explains why modern science is so fucked, we have scientists producing stuff with random numbers that probbaly bear no resemblence to anything, and then requiring 60% tolerance levels for their statements to be acceptable.

[mjmacky]

Alternately you could just attempt to have some semblence of accuracy about the figures you're stating, thus making the margin of error you need to include much smaller and requiring a much smaller percentage of tolerance. Like I said your 42% explains why modern science is so fucked, we have scientists producing stuff with random numbers that probbaly bear no resemblence to anything, and then requiring 60% tolerance levels for their statements to be acceptable.

You seem to be fairly confused about almost everything. I can state with 95 % confidence that you seem to have no idea what you're talking about.

[NotLettingItGo]

You seem to be fairly confused about almost everything. I can state with 95 % confidence that you seem to have no idea what you're talking about.

I'm an expert in tolerance.

[Quarterquack]

You seem to be fairly confused about almost everything. I can state with 95 % confidence that you seem to have no idea what you're talking about.

I'm an expert in tolerance.

Ergo, the last 5% corresponded to the time you spent dating squeams.

[NotLettingItGo]

dating?

You mean being duped into being a friend to her surely?

[mjmacky]

I'm an expert in tolerance.

Ergo, the last 5% corresponded to the time you spent dating trying to date squeams.

I'm sure this is what he meant.

[NotLettingItGo]

I'm sure this is what he meant.

I knew you were already sure of that before you posted it.

[mjmacky]

I'm sure this is what he meant.

I knew you were already sure of that before you posted it.

Only because I'm sure you do impressions

[NotLettingItGo]

Only because I'm sure you do impressions

Yeah, but your predictability isn't particularly impressive.

[mjmacky]

Only because I'm sure you do impressions

Yeah, but your predictability isn't particularly impressive.

You chose that post to springboard predictability?

[NotLettingItGo]

You chose that post to springboard predictability?

No that happened earlier when you posted the statistics which required a 42% tolerance level.

[Quarterquack]

You chose that post to springboard predictability?

No that happened earlier when you posted the statistics which required a 42% tolerance level.

You know, sample volatility often returns a 42% or higher resultant range.
There's other statistical indicators to account for its significance, its accuracy against other ranges etc.

[mjmacky]

I have to admit, I have a slight urge to show reject what a bell curve is and why a gaussian distribution matters. He wouldn't be freaking out so much and I find his edge and angst unpleasant.

[megabyteme]

I have to admit, I have a slight urge to show reject what a bell curve is and why a gaussian distribution matters. He wouldn't be freaking out so much and I find his edge and angst unpleasant.

You have to forgive him, macky. It's been months since he almost had a point. He just got a bit over-zealous.