For Dylan

[Lilmiss]

Tomorrow, Tuesday, is the day my little girl should have been born. :(
I still haven't received any results on exactly why she died, but it doesn't matter to me anymore. Fact is, she's gone, and nothing can change it. I have more check ups, and tests on Wednesday morning, but Im not expecting to be told anything different.

As you all know, I have had the worst year, but your support has really helped me so much more than you could ever know.

Zero, you have been fantastic. ;)
After all the tears and tantrums I have thrown at you, Im surprised youre still around.
I'd like to repeat the fact, that if it wasn't for you guys and my fantastic friends n family, I would be....well, I wouldn't be as happy.

Tomorrow, I have taken the day off work to sit by Dylan's grave with my ex.
Then I should be hunting for a headstone. So, in true Lilmiss style, Im gonna get sozzled later. :01:

Thanks again to all the stars in here, I wont embarrass myself naming you all, as I would probably forget someone. You know who you all are though. http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/huggles.gif
As for my Lil princess, I have written a poem, which I may post tomorrow.

Ok, now Im gonna get some kip in, waiting for tomorrow has drained me so much.
Im sure now I can get on with my life n hopefully find my smiles again.


You guys rock, and I wish I could just show you how much I appreciate you. :)

[Spicker]

no problem lilmiss

we'll always be here for u ;)

[Proper Bo]

I hope your poem's better than the ones from the other night :)

[brenda]

Sorry to hear of your loss lilmiss :(

Enjoy finding you smiles :D

[Lilmiss]

Thankyou. :)

[Proper Bo]

How'd things go?

[(>Zero Cool<)]

shit i never saw this thread till now :frusty: , how are you?

[Lilmiss]

Im ok.
Well crying my eyes out, so dont call, ok?


I&#39;ve also had a few bevvies. :ph34r:

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by lilmiss@27 July 2004 - 22:47
Im ok.
Well crying my eyes out, so dont call, ok?


I&#39;ve also had a few bevvies. :ph34r:
ok i&#39;m putting the phone down...............do you have a camera in here :unsure:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss&#39;s member title
You&#39;re Pretty When Im Drunk&#33;

Am I pretty yet? :P

[JONNO_CELEBS]

lilmiss I can only say that I&#39;m proud of how strong you&#39;ve shown yourself to be :)
I always did say that tho :)

I hope today went as you planned it :hug:

Jonno B)

[Lilmiss]

Zero, I just know. ;)


Bo, darlin&#39; youre especially pretty when Im drunk, and stoned. :P :D


Thanks Jonno, I spent about an hour at the graveyard. The rest sniffling about the flat. Just turned the phone off all day, and ignored everyone.
Im just back from my pals though, bad move considering she&#39;s just had a healthy baba. :(

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by lilmiss@27 July 2004 - 22:58
Zero, I just know. ;)


Bo, darlin&#39; youre especially pretty when Im drunk, and stoned. :P :D


Thanks Jonno, I spent about an hour at the graveyard. The rest sniffling about the flat. Just turned the phone off all day, and ignored everyone.
Im just back from my pals though, bad move considering she&#39;s just had a healthy baba. :(
:helpsmile:

please tell me you weren&#39;t sanding? :rolleyes:

where she go when she was in the good country?

[Gemby!]

Originally posted by lilmiss@26 July 2004 - 16:14

Gemby you rock, and I wish I could just show you how much I appreciate you. :)
well shucks :">

:01:

[Lilmiss]

She went Glasgow.
And went bingo. :rolleyes:

[Gemby!]

i went glasgow ??

and bingo ?&#33;?&#33;?&#33;?&#33;? :o

why dont i remember this ?? :huh:

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by lilmiss@27 July 2004 - 23:04
She went Glasgow.
And went bingo. :rolleyes:
funny i never saw her :) :unsure: :blink: :frusty:

i mean.....ehm................. :helpsmile:

so were you sanding? :huh: :rolleyes:

[Gemby!]

did i enjoy the bingo ? :01:

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by gemby&#33;@27 July 2004 - 23:16
did i enjoy the bingo ? :01:
i dunno i wasn&#39;t there :helpsmile:

[DanB]

One of the only times this smilie is allowed

Lilmiss :hug:





:ph34r:

[Lilmiss]

Tanks Dan. http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/huggles.gif


Muchly appreciated. ;)

[Spicker]

Originally posted by danb@28 July 2004 - 00:24
One of the only times this smilie is allowed
i use it all the time :P

[DanB]

Originally posted by jaigandhi5+28 July 2004 - 01:17--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (jaigandhi5 @ 28 July 2004 - 01:17)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-danb@28 July 2004 - 00:24
One of the only times this smilie is allowed
i use it all the time :P [/b][/quote]
you know what I post in return :01:

[Spicker]

Originally posted by danb+28 July 2004 - 01:18--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (danb @ 28 July 2004 - 01:18)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'>
Originally posted by jaigandhi5@28 July 2004 - 01:17
<!--QuoteBegin-danb@28 July 2004 - 00:24
One of the only times this smilie is allowed
i use it all the time :P
you know what I post in return :01: [/b][/quote]
yes i do.... :angry:

so from now on ill give u a hug too so u wont say that... :hug:




am i not the smartest kid in the world? :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :01:

[DanB]

I don&#39;t think this is a thread for spamming :bye:

[hobbes]

To lilmiss from hobbes

:hug:

kind of gets me a little choked up, honestly.

Just understand that there is absolutely nothing you could have done to change the outcome, nothing.

So many Mothers want to dissect everything out and find blame, it just is not true. Shit happens and it happens way too often.

[Spicker]

Originally posted by danb@28 July 2004 - 01:25
I don&#39;t think this isn&#39;t a thread for spamming :bye:
ok ill stop ;)

sry lilmiss dint mean to spam :">

[121]

Hi lilmiss,

I&#39;m sorry to hear about what your going through. Hugs and kisses from me too :hug: :hug: :hug: :)

[j2k4]

I think things are gonna start looking up for you, lilmiss. :)

Just check with us first, OK?

We won&#39;t steer you wrong. ;)

[Candy King]

Stay Strong Lil Miss :D &#33;

[Snee]

Bother&#33;

For some reason I seem to pick these times when I take my breaks from the forum.

I&#39;m really sorry about all of this business with dylan, and I really wish I could have been around to support you, wee one. :(

Just give us a shout if you are feeling down again, and I&#39;ll try to be there for once.

[Lilmiss]

Thanks you guys. :)

<span style='color:yellow'>Tanks Snny, youre a sweetheart. ;)

Went hospital today. The doc is convinced I have Thrombosia (sp?), but nothing has shown up on my results. She said I has all the signs, and it could be why there was clotting in my placenta.
So.....the bitch took more blood&#33; :angry:

http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/blood.JPG

Anyway, I had a rough day yesterday and was full of tears, but today feel a lil happier. I dont think I have to do anymore tests, just more waiting for results.

Tonight Im gonna dye my barnet red, and take on the world. :01: </span>

[Snee]

Awww, I luvs me lilmiss, I feel bad &#39;bout not having been around. :)




Stay cool and all, no point in forcing yourself to be cheerful.

And remember that it&#39;s quite all right to feel down, just don&#39;t let it beat you.

[Lilmiss]

I luvs ya too pal. http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/huggles.gif

Dont worry about not being about, I know where you are when I need ya. ;)

[Snee]

Good good, i hope so. :)

[Snee]

I sent a pm that might cheer you up, hope you get it. :)

[Spicker]

Originally posted by SnnY@28 July 2004 - 17:35
I sent a pm that might cheer you up, hope you get it. :)
i didnt get no pm :blink: :01:

[Gemby!]

Originally posted by (>Zero Cool<)+27 July 2004 - 23:18--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE ((>Zero Cool<) @ 27 July 2004 - 23:18)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-gemby&#33;@27 July 2004 - 23:16
did i enjoy the bingo ? :01:
i dunno i wasn&#39;t there :helpsmile: [/b][/quote]
should&#39;ve come im sure i had fun .. i dont remember

i think lilmiss druggeded me :nono:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by SnnY@28 July 2004 - 16:35
I sent a pm that might cheer you up, hope you get it. :)
Tanks. ;)

I may be calling on you soon for help. :ph34r:

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by lilmiss+28 July 2004 - 23:07--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (lilmiss @ 28 July 2004 - 23:07)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-SnnY@28 July 2004 - 16:35
I sent a pm that might cheer you up, hope you get it. :)
Tanks. ;)

I may be calling on you soon for help. :ph34r: [/b][/quote]
:unsure:

snny has tanks????????????????/



:helpsmile:

[Snee]

Yes indeed, they went septic tho&#39; :x

Btw lilmiss, better talk to our pals on there, I sort of left.

[SoiL]

Originally posted by gemby&#33;@28 July 2004 - 20:51
:nono:
:helpsmile: that smilie is evil&#33;

[brotherdoobie]

I will smile for you dear. I know that you will be fine. I the atheist will pray for you.
I suppose my wife is right...mabey I am at least a sceptical agnostic.

Peace brotherdoobie :)

[Gemby!]

Originally posted by SoiL+29 July 2004 - 08:11--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (SoiL @ 29 July 2004 - 08:11)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-gemby&#33;@28 July 2004 - 20:51
:nono:
:helpsmile: that smilie is evil&#33; [/b][/quote]
thats why its my fav behind :01: on the smiley list :nono:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by SnnY@29 July 2004 - 07:56
Btw lilmiss, better talk to our pals on there, I sort of left.
But I dont know anyone. :blink:


Tanks BD. :)

[Snee]

Originally posted by lilmiss+29 July 2004 - 16:45--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (lilmiss @ 29 July 2004 - 16:45)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-SnnY@29 July 2004 - 07:56
Btw lilmiss, better talk to our pals on there, I sort of left.
But I dont know anyone. :blink: [/b][/quote]
Oh yes you do.

[Lilmiss]

Oh no I dont. :blink:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 16:55
Oh no I dont. :blink:
:01:

[Snee]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 16:55
Oh no I dont. :blink:
Oh yes you do.

[sArA]

I saw what happened develop here on the forum, and my heart has gone out to you many times.

The way I see it....your sense of humour wont let you down. I think you are one of those survivor types, good on ya girl.


As ever, the members show their true selves as actually being pretty decent, caring people....which is why many of us have stayed so long.... :)


Good luck with everything you do lilmiss, you deserve it. :)

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by sara5564@29 July 2004 - 16:02
As ever, the members show their true selves as actually being pretty decent, caring people....which is why many of us have stayed so long.... :)



Exactly, couldn&#39;t have said it better.
(and tanks, thats really sweet of you. Im moved. ;) )


There is one member I would love to punch square on the nose though.....




......Bo, if youre out there, run while you can. :angry:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss+29 July 2004 - 17:19--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (lilmiss &#064; 29 July 2004 - 17:19)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'><!--QuoteBegin-sara5564@29 July 2004 - 16:02
As ever, the members show their true selves as actually being pretty decent, caring people....which is why many of us have stayed so long.... :)



Exactly, couldn&#39;t have said it better.
(and tanks, thats really sweet of you. Im moved. ;) )


There is one member I would love to punch square on the nose though.....




......Bo, if youre out there, run while you can. :angry: [/b][/quote]
Bring it, lilshit&#33; :boxing:

:P

[Lilmiss]

Ok, "Proper Fecked". :01:


You&#39;ve shagged me putor. :frusty:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 17:36
Ok, "Proper Fecked". :01:


You&#39;ve shagged me putor. :frusty:
I&#39;ve never heard it called that before&#33; :blink:

[Snee]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 17:36
Ok, "Proper Fecked". :01:


You&#39;ve shagged me putor. :frusty:
He did? :blink:

Why? :unsure:



I thought he was into women.

[(>Zero Cool<)]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 16:36
OYou&#39;ve shagged me putor. :frusty:
having just returned from another intensive in depth knowledge building ITseminar, lil one using all the new technical buzz words she has accumulated in an attempt to dumbfound us all :blink:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by (>Zero Cool<)@29 July 2004 - 16:40
having just returned from another intensive in depth knowledge building ITseminar, lil one using all the new technical buzz words she has accumulated in an attempt to dumbfound us all :blink:
Do you want a prod in the eye too? :01:

In fact, its Bo&#39;s fault Im ginger too. :frusty:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 17:42

In fact, its Bo&#39;s fault Im ginger too. :frusty:
Hey, don&#39;t look at me&#33; That bulldog beat me over the fence :lol:

[Snee]

Originally posted by lilmiss+29 July 2004 - 17:42--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (lilmiss @ 29 July 2004 - 17:42)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-(>Zero Cool<)@29 July 2004 - 16:40
having just returned from another intensive in depth knowledge building ITseminar, lil one using all the new technical buzz words&nbsp; she has accumulated in an attempt to dumbfound us all :blink:
Do you want a prod in the eye too? :01:

In fact, its Bo&#39;s fault Im ginger too. :frusty: [/b][/quote]
:o what a complete and utter bastard&#33;

Summon the lynchmob. :angry:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by Proper Bo, I tell thee@29 July 2004 - 16:44
Hey, don&#39;t look at me&#33; That bulldog beat me over the fence :lol:
:D :P

That&#39;ll explain my wet nose then. :ph34r:


Snny, Im going out for a bit. ;)
When I come back, I wanna see him strung, hung and covered in dung. :01:

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by lilmiss+29 July 2004 - 17:55--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (lilmiss @ 29 July 2004 - 17:55)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-Proper Bo@ I tell thee,29 July 2004 - 16:44
Hey, don&#39;t look at me&#33; That bulldog beat me over the fence :lol:
:D :P

That&#39;ll explain my wet nose then. :ph34r:


Snny, Im going out for a bit. ;)
When I come back, I wanna see him strung, hung and covered in dung. :01: [/b][/quote]
I&#39;m already hung&#33; :teehee:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by Proper Bo, I tell thee@29 July 2004 - 17:04
I&#39;m already hung&#33; :teehee:
Thats what the bull dog said. :ph34r:

[crazy_billy_bats]

What can I say? I want to give you a ridiculously big hug, lilmiss.

[Proper Bo]

Originally posted by crazy_billy_bats@29 July 2004 - 20:02
What can I say? I want to give you a ridiculously big hug, lilmiss.
You could say, "Me and ma are going into town to sell some pegs, while I&#39;m gone, don&#39;t hit the giant" :ph34r:

[crazy_billy_bats]

Originally posted by Proper Bo, I tell thee@29 July 2004 - 19:09

You could say, "Me and ma are going into town to sell some pegs, while I&#39;m gone, don&#39;t hit the giant" :ph34r:
oh my goodness you legend ive just watched all series over again the other day..........haha.

But first you must cross my palms wif silvers.......

[Proper Bo]

That box set was the best present I ever received :D


Don&#39;t worry, she won&#39;t go in the sink :lol:

[Lilmiss]

Originally posted by crazy_billy_bats@29 July 2004 - 19:02
What can I say? I want to give you a ridiculously big hug, lilmiss.
Hey, missed ya again. :rolleyes:


Tanks for the thoughts, now where&#39;s the chocolate? :huh:

[DanB]

Evening Ginge ;) :lol:





:P

[Lilmiss]

:o


http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/bawling.gif



Its not permanent though.

[DanB]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 23:04
:o


http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/bawling.gif



Its not permanent though.
Thats why I can take the piss, you did it out of choice :lol: :lol: :P

[Snee]

Dye it blue next time.


I had a wee misunderstanding with my hairdresser the other day, ended up with very short hair, got razored all over in fact, I say I&#39;m worse off.

[Lilmiss]

Had it blue, got a pic somewhere. :unsure:

Also had it purple, red, black, brown, blonde and green.

Now.....Ginger. :ph34r:

[Snee]

I keep meaning to try blue myself.

[DanB]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 23:15
Had it blue, got a pic somewhere. :unsure:

Also had it purple, red, black, brown, blonde and green.

Now.....Ginger. :ph34r:
LilRainbow :D

[Lilmiss]

http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/hello+everybody.bmp






:ph34r:

[Snee]

Nice x, all things considered

[DanB]

Originally posted by lilmiss@29 July 2004 - 23:24
http://hometown.aol.co.uk/Lynne1977uk/hello+everybody.bmp






:ph34r:
There is nothing there :blink:

[Lilmiss]

Pants, it was a picture of Zippy from Rainbow.

Where did it go?
Whose nose? :blink: