Global bans

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Originally Posted by jwsisliving1

No, I have just learned it's better to lie in the bed I made. I was humbled and shamed, which anyone who is banned should be. Are you saying you have done nothing at all to be ashamed of?

I truly feel that I have nothing to be ashemed of from what I was accused of at all..

It's a big relief to get away from it all. No more "following the pack" like you say; I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I can just enjoy filesharing for what it is in it's purest sense. Downloading files because I want them and not because they will raise my buffer; my rep is shit now so i dont have to worry about my ep3nis; and i can stick to making real friends and not the fake ones you'll find at trackers.

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That's where you differ from me. I'm not saying that you're wrong but maybe you and your e-friends set your relationships up on a whole different point of view as I did. Maybe with you guys it was based on personal interest solely

I still have internet friends to this day that i'm close with and have helped me out tromendously into becoming a better person (and I'm not talking BT related wise)

I've spent more hours chatting with Cabalo in Msn about life and he has given me more advice Life-related than I could remember

Chatting with Cinephilia has been an unforgettful experience as well. This guy has introduced me to a new way of thinking. He's a very wise guy and knows a lot about culture, cinematography, music etc..
Still to this day when I'm in the internet I look around the Kg forums to find a meaningful movie, or grab a book and read about old culture and philosphy etc..

I was never into doing stuff like this before I met any of these guys

Another guy that I still know to this day is a Tze. He's from Singapore and a very cool and open minded person. He has left very strong impressions on me and is truly a role model

And last but not least my new friend megabyteme.. I just got to know this guy and he's already reached out to me a million times offering help. It even got to the point where I asked him help for personal problems..and I just met him thats the funny part

My point is that, having friends is a very good thing in both, RL and internet. You can learn a lot from these BT guys..

And Don't give up on something that you used to believe in just because you were hurt a few times.. I know you had good times with your friends before this whole thing happened and probably miss talking to most of them

That's really sweet Albo in fact we have a word for that where I come from -

"ghey".


Just kidding you old but pirate you.:lol:

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Originally Posted by jwsisliving1

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I literally have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I can just enjoy filesharing for what it is in it's purest sense. Downloading files because I want them and not because they will raise my buffer
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You don't need to be an outcast to do that. I'm pretty sure the majority of users here download only the warez they want; it's the select few that take that extra step and RSS to servers.

jwsisliving1 says he stayed silent and didnt do anything lmfao
check this

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Originally Posted by jwsisliving1

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Originally Posted by jwsisliving1

It's a big relief to get away from it all. No more "following the pack" like you say;

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I can't believe certain people get so involved(or obsessed) with bt that they would actually suck up to and follow a pack. It's quite pathetic.

And by the way, jwsisliving1 I'm not referring to you as I know nothing about you.

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Originally Posted by BrianH

jwsisliving1 says he stayed silent and didnt do anything lmfao
check this

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Yay for more unnecessary and boring BT drama. Whatever happened to just downloading files?

Edit: And as another thought, how many pages ago was this thread still about the original topic?

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Originally Posted by BrianH

jwsisliving1 says he stayed silent and didnt do anything lmfao
check this

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Hey asshole, unlike you I didn't shitpost here or at any other public place. I never meant to go forward with any of that information. I posted that to pastebin.ca (the canadian version of pastebin) the same day i got demoted from my tracker. What happened to me was more serious than just being banned from a tracker. Trying staffing and starting a few places, and after you lose them all in a day or two tell me how you feel.

Too bad things went out of control. I didnt share that information with anyone, and if it wasnt for google spidering random f*cking pastebins and some staff digging around for information NOBODY would have ever seen it. I was extremely upset and i was venting, but that paste was 10X more damaging to me than anyone else. For me it meant mass suicide for most of my accounts. Maybe thats why it never showed up in any forums. But thanks alot you worthless troll, while i have tried to let it die you just brought it out in the open. I'm sure that will be appreciated by the people mentioned in it. AND YES, I had stayed silent. Try to find a post from me here or anywhere since I got banned several months ago.

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Originally Posted by Albo Da Kid

That's where you differ from me. I'm not saying that you're wrong but maybe you and your e-friends set your relationships up on a whole different point of view as I did. Maybe with you guys it was based on personal interest solely

I still have internet friends to this day that i'm close with and have helped me out tromendously into becoming a better person (and I'm not talking BT related wise)

I've spent more hours chatting with Cabalo in Msn about life and he has given me more advice Life-related than I could remember

Chatting with Cinephilia has been an unforgettful experience as well. This guy has introduced me to a new way of thinking. He's a very wise guy and knows a lot about culture, cinematography, music etc..
Still to this day when I'm in the internet I look around the Kg forums to find a meaningful movie, or grab a book and read about old culture and philosphy etc..

I was never into doing stuff like this before I met any of these guys

Another guy that I still know to this day is a Tze. He's from Singapore and a very cool and open minded person. He has left very strong impressions on me and is truly a role model

And last but not least my new friend megabyteme.. I just got to know this guy and he's already reached out to me a million times offering help. It even got to the point where I asked him help for personal problems..and I just met him thats the funny part

My point is that, having friends is a very good thing in both, RL and internet. You can learn a lot from these BT guys..

And Don't give up on something that you used to believe in just because you were hurt a few times.. I know you had good times with your friends before this whole thing happened and probably miss talking to most of them

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Yeah there were a lot of good times to go along with the bad. The weirdest experience was making friends with some of the people who were my sworn enemies before. I hated them once for unfairly banning me the first time around (back then it was for banning z7x from TR).

But time heals wounds and i was willing to let bygones be bygones. They were even willing to accept me again when they didnt know who i used to be. Most people assume you use multiple usernames so you can trade with another one, when sometimes its just because you want a fresh start. A tainted name can follow you forever.

I dont consider every friend i've made online to be a fake. Believe it or not, some people still talk to me and were willing to hear me out. I certainly call them friends, unconditional acceptance is hard to find. A lot of my former friends have plenty of right to hate me, I involved them when they had nothing to do with what happened to me. My anger was directed at all the wrong places and before i had a chance to step back & calm down it was too late.

I have apologised and explained myself to a few of the people i hurt. Unfortunately I'm too much of a coward to reach out to anyone else. They probably wouldn't want to hear it anyways. I guess friendship online can be like real life, it can get complicated and go sour real quick.

Albo - I feel lucky I've experienced some of the close bonds you were talking about. The best friendships I made through through almost three years of staffing and even being a normal member helped me through bouts of depression, struggles with addiction, long periods of unemployment, you name it.

That pastebin sure went its rounds, whether you meant to share it privately with a few people or show it to many. I don't use that site for sharing private info, because it's not at all private.

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Originally Posted by TrueSounds

That pastebin sure went its rounds, whether you meant to share it privately with a few people or show it to many. I don't use that site for sharing private info, because it's not at all private.

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I didnt want to share that with a few people. ATM there was only 1 or 2 people i could talk to about anything. You know the type of people you are so close with you can share any of your deepest darkest secrets. They knew most of that shit anyways since we had been friends through staffing together.

There were thousands of posts to pastebin every single day. Tens of thousands even. I was pretty stupid to believe 1 single paste out of 1000+ made on one given day would ever be seen by anyone.

If i meant to share it with anyone i would have posted it here under a dupe account and edited the details in the pastebin that GAVE ME AWAY. Or i could have posted it anywhere else where lots of people would have seen it at once (like any of the other big filesharing forums, or 4chan, or any of the scene release sites for example).

Your a Mod here. You should edit or delete BrianH's post. I don't know how he got that information but it shouldn't be here.

And this thread will probably just lead to more flaming. I only replied because I didnt want to be mistaken for BrianH. It's gone way offtrack and should be closed before more drama ensues.

It's people like you who are imo turning bt to shit faster than traders even did. Look back two years ago when trading was still the norm and bt gossip wasn't nearly so prevalent. All the time and focus you spent in your circles trashing people who are in reality hardly a risk to trackers, and for what in the end. And how back when trading was allowed on TR, as staff you would disclose traders info to PTN, in that shitlist you published (because I've only ever traded on your site, when you modded there years ago.) and who knows where else. Thats the lowest low in terms of professionalism, and destroys any integrity or trust you woulda still had otherwise.

I deleted the post more as a favor to save your face than because of 'personal' info that is hardly even personal tbh; more like rumours and your egotistic shit-talking. Most people who would care about that have probably seen the pastebin a few weeks ago already so whatever. You got what was coming for you, and that's already been said here, so I don't think there's much more to add on this topic.