how do you think i should react to rejection?

Well if the Fruitcake Lady was still around you could ask her.

http://www.dorks.com/videos/The-Fruitcake-Lady-3.html

kill her:),

If you can't get some one to stroke your ego, you just have to do it yourself.

Wait...you're not mal-formed, right? I mean, you do have hands and such, don't you?

Mayhap you need a really good speaker-phone - or how about Skype?

I'm sure someone here would be willing to say dirty things to you... :whistling