Today Is Possibly The Most Important Day

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08-03-2003, 02:00 AM
chalkmongoose

Every time I finish one of my famous binges, I end up feeling rotten and swearing to end it. I don't drink for awhile, but then I go back, and have that famous "one more bottle" or "one more smoke" and it starts again.

So, I did it. I signed up with AA. I hope that I can finally ditch what has become an amazingly difficult habit to break.

With all the best
Jon
08-03-2003, 02:02 AM
hobbes

Best of luck.
08-03-2003, 02:03 AM
chalkmongoose

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Originally posted by hobbes@3 August 2003 - 02:02
Best of luck.

Thank you.
I need it.
Life is suddenly going to get a lot more interesting on my end.
08-03-2003, 02:04 AM
3rd gen noob

well done, mate

i hope you get through with it

best of luck
08-03-2003, 02:07 AM
chalkmongoose

Quote:

Originally posted by 3rd gen noob@3 August 2003 - 02:04
well done, mate

i hope you get through with it

best of luck

Thanks guys.
Hell, y'all could probably give the best testament to why I should've joined ages ago.
08-03-2003, 02:12 AM
callum

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well done, mate

i hope you get through with it

best of luck

Thanks guys.
Hell, y'all could probably give the best testament to why I should've joined ages ago. [/b][/quote]
What age are you I thought you were only sixteen?
08-03-2003, 02:13 AM
chalkmongoose

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Originally posted by chalkmongoose@3 August 2003 - 03:07
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@3 August 2003 - 02:04
well done, mate

i hope you get through with it

best of luck

Thanks guys.
Hell, y'all could probably give the best testament to why I should've joined ages ago.

What age are you I thought you were only sixteen? [/b][/quote]
I am. That's the worst part.
08-03-2003, 02:21 AM
hobbes

If you are 16, and excuse my "Leave it to Beaver" upbringing, who supplies you with the alcohol, money for such, and place to consume. Or more to the point, where are your "parental units".

Alcoholism is a very serious subject, please play straight.
08-03-2003, 02:26 AM
Somebody1234

Good for you, chalkmongoose.

That's very anonymous of you. <_<
08-03-2003, 02:28 AM
chalkmongoose

Quote:

Originally posted by hobbes@3 August 2003 - 02:21
If you are 16, and excuse my "Leave it to Beaver" upbringing, who supplies you with the alcohol, money for such, and place to consume. Or more to the point, where are your "parental units".

Alcoholism is a very serious subject, please play straight.

I'm outside of home, I left a few years ago.
I buy my own alchohol, from money I get working.
Occasionally I talk to my parents, but they don't play an active role in my life anymore.
And I buy my alchohol at grocery stores and wine shops, using an ID I picked up in the East Village.
08-03-2003, 02:38 AM
hobbes

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Originally posted by chalkmongoose+3 August 2003 - 03:28--></div><table border='0' align='center' width='95%' cellpadding='3' cellspacing='1'><tr><td>QUOTE (chalkmongoose @ 3 August 2003 - 03:28)</td></tr><tr><td id='QUOTE'> <!--QuoteBegin-hobbes@3 August 2003 - 02:21
If you are 16, and excuse my "Leave it to Beaver" upbringing, who supplies you with the alcohol, money for such, and place to consume.  Or more to the point, where are your "parental units".

Alcoholism is a very serious subject, please play straight.

I'm outside of home, I left a few years ago.
I buy my own alchohol, from money I get working.
Occasionally I talk to my parents, but they don't play an active role in my life anymore.
And I buy my alchohol at grocery stores and wine shops, using an ID I picked up in the East Village. [/b][/quote]
Your life is surreal to me. Best of luck, and most of all, strength. I have seen too many lives ruined by alcohol to feel any differently.
08-03-2003, 03:09 AM
dlingeverything

Good job chalkmongoose

You made the step that many others have not
and I hope it will change your ways positively.

Best of luck! :)
08-03-2003, 03:17 AM
lynx

Today is the first day of the rest of your life - make sure you pass it wisely.
08-03-2003, 05:31 AM
kAb

i'm so glad you decided to download the best game on the web http://www.americasarmy.com aka AA ;) :D
08-03-2003, 05:59 AM
Riddler

You have just proven that you are wise beyond your years by making that call on your own, chalkmongoose. I too was where you are now many many moons ago. But someone who cared enough had to make that call for me. I salute your intelligence and courage. If you feel the need to talk to someone else who's been down that rocky road ( you will meet many inspirational people in your meetings, but there really is no such thing as too many friends ) don't hesitate to drop me a note. Peace. Serenity. You've already got the Wisdom....good stuff.http://www.emotipad.com/emoticons/Mexican%20Wave.gif
Riddler.
08-03-2003, 06:05 AM
chrish123171
Quote:

Originally posted by chalkmongoose@3 August 2003 - 02:00
Every time I finish one of my famous binges, I end up feeling rotten and swearing to end it. I don't drink for awhile, but then I go back, and have that famous "one more bottle" or "one more smoke" and it starts again.

So, I did it. I signed up with AA. I hope that I can finally ditch what has become an amazingly difficult habit to break.

With all the best
Jon

Hey man if you are serious good for you. One day at time man.
- I'm not A bad person trying to get good I'm A sick person trying to get well
:blink:
08-03-2003, 06:15 AM
zapjb

I have a good friend who's sober. One of his sayings (he's got a lot) is: "I have no problem today that a drink or a drug won't make worse." Good luck & keep the faith. God bless. :)
08-03-2003, 08:23 AM
bigboab

Good luck :D

When you are going to your work in the morning everything will look wonderfull and you will feel full of life and feel fresher, and, more important happier :)
08-03-2003, 10:05 AM
The Knife Thrower

Good luck.
08-03-2003, 10:31 AM
J'Pol

Let me get this right, you are a 16 year old alcoholic, who left home a couple of years ago.

Your see your parents occasionally, but they are no real part of your life.

You work to get enough money to live and to fund your alcoholism / smoking. Indeed you go on binges. Presumably you also pay rent, buy food, clothes etc.

You use an ID you picked up in the East Village as proof of identity when you are buying the alcohol.

You also have enough money left to allow you regular access to the internet.

Could you please tell me where you live, not exactly obviously, just the city. I am absolutely astounded and like Hobbes find your life story surreal. You really do have to get the alcoholism thing sorted out or you will not see 17.