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is there anyone outhere as depresed as i am, last couple of moths ive felt this way but tonight more than ever, i feel like i meen nothing like there is more out there than me like my life and my money and my feelings meen nothing to you or anyone like anything i do means nothing to anyone like my life is so insignificant like, i live this small sheltered pintless self being of a life i do everything for me thinking of other nothing matters i don't give a shit anymore fuck life
im sorry you feel that way about life but :spam: :spam: :spam: :spam: :spam: :spam:
see thats something too i put out my inner most feelings about i think my life is incredibly pointless and all you can say is spam? just think a little bit about life
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man its cool.... dont feel like dat cuz we all here :)
pm people if that makes you feel better :)
thanks man, i just feel so insignificant like, you telling me too feel better means nothing its just another hopeless pointless life trying to help a hopeless pointless insignifcant life don't know why i bother :(
pm dude its cool :)
well if u go jump off a bridge, that all goes away *hint* *hint*
Yeah I know how you feel..I live in my room and am building my new computer...I have a 4.0 and 1st string on the football team..I still feel like I mean NOTHING haha...oh well..have some friends over man...go clubbin get out there!! thats the key!
i suck at life i don't wanna die i don't know what i wanna wanna die, i just....
GET OUT
Go do something increadibly fun! COME TO TEXAS AND RIDE THE TITAN! omg dont die without riding that ride...Ive rode it like 50 times I LOOOOOOVE IT!
Dude go out...meet some friends if you dont have any....party...get a GIRL man..love people and have them love you back..
get some cash, hire a few stripper and you will be back to normal in no timeQuote:
Originally posted by Duffman3@23 December 2003 - 05:31
i suck at life i don't wanna die i don't know what i wanna wanna die, i just....
honestly, im 15 i have cash and a woman wouldn't do shit i need someone i don't care if there dead or alive to explain to me why i should care, why i am even typing this, why?
you're 15 and depresse?
i search on the internet and all on life i can find is jesus and robin hood, what the fuck
yeah i see you can read, oh yeah add sarcrastic to 15 and depressedQuote:
Originally posted by raiserblade2003@23 December 2003 - 05:39
you're 15 and depresse?
yeah im 15 too...maybe you should look into jesus ;) lol :D
[SIZE=14]jesus?! [SIZE=7]jesus [SIZE=14]JESUS?!!?!, jesus can goto fucking hell, do you actullay beleieve that some little guy up in the clouds gives just the tinest bit of a fuck about you, honestly
yep
ive had many experiances with it..ive been knocked down by the power of the holy spirit and dont tell me i havnt cuz i have...once you feel that theres no way you cant believe
well i guess jesus is telling me to go upstairs and make some hotpockets, guess i gotta go do it, so anyone else with an actual scientific oppinon, i mean one that doesn't involve a floating all mighty ghost that cares for everyone, can participate now
ok whatever you say..this is not my religious forum so i wont talk about it anymore..i duno just get out of the house and party or something
duffman, join the club. depression is a very common thing among all of us. i get depressed all the time. i guess i just kinda sleep through it
all of us 15 year olds are depressed....haha
today, i went into town and hung out had a few beers and instead of hanging out with everyone i walked off 50 yards and sat on a bench layed down and thought and sunk deeper into my depression with every ciggarette i smoked
beers+cygs at 15? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Time to try new things, Life is pointless, no matter what anyone says, It's not like your born to do something special, and no one on this planet is special, people just gotta do what they wanna do.
Hobbies, work, scaming other people, ripping off corporations.
me personally, I love to risk my life in various different way, nothing better than taking your life into your own hands.
Open Road mountain racing (which i can't do right now, cuz I've now wretched both my cars, the 300zx is totaled though, by my buick skylark is repairable, thank god), cliff climbing, skydiving. That's what floats my boat.
well im back eating hotpockets and in 5 minutes ive come to another conclusion, dwk, do you think you gfx card means anying to life,, your litte card making you a sliver beteter at gaming, waht does it bring you, clocker your mods, til now i appreciated them but now i think why? whats the point what do you gain, a degree less in hd temperature, does that bring you eternal happieness, no, your happing what 5 minures before your at it again, nothing matters
Why dont you stay with the crowd instead of walking off?? Tell a good joke and make everyone laugh..be the life of the party..it feels SOO good..whyd you go away by urself..Quote:
Originally posted by Duffman3@23 December 2003 - 00:03
today, i went into town and hung out had a few beers and instead of hanging out with everyone i walked off 50 yards and sat on a bench layed down and thought and sunk deeper into my depression with every ciggarette i smoked
Cigs are alright..they relaxe and even give me a pretty big buzz..YES I KNOW IM LUCKY! I GET A BUZZ OF ONE CIG! lol
Bob, My friend and I are wanting to go skydiving for graduation! We have been like best friends since we were 4 and I cant wait to get that experiance...is it as awesome as it looks?
yeah budweiser, marlboro 100's and deep depressionQuote:
Originally posted by DWk@23 December 2003 - 06:05
beers+cygs at 15? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
w0ot not a good combo :(
its cool man.....abu says sleep it through.... i do same :D
i actually get loose and happy in a lan party :D
i guess so, ill goto bed see how i feel in the morning, and lamsey when you see this, dont even start with how this isn't hardware, because ill never be in the mood to handle it
why is this in hardware world? :huh:
AHHH DUDE OMG!!
AHHH DUDE OMG!!
DUDE! go to a lan party in your town!! We have a place in my town cown arena and its SOO much fun to play Battlefield 1942 with desert combat mod...we all have so much fun I love it!!!
Oh, you will enjoy it, the first time I jumped, I was very nervous, but after your out of the plane, It just becomes fun, everything underneath you is so small and the wind hitting you super fast, plus the feeling of being weightless.Quote:
Originally posted by bigdawgfoxx@23 December 2003 - 00:08
Bob, My friend and I are wanting to go skydiving for graduation! We have been like best friends since we were 4 and I cant wait to get that experiance...is it as awesome as it looks?
You & your friend will enjoy it bigdawgfoxx.
since this is off subject...how do u get your font to be big and color...every tiem i try i end up w/ [SIZE=7][COLOR=red]this
you have to close the tags[/COLOR] [/SIZE]
playing games will give u temporary relief of ur pains, but i still like to:
1. sleep
2. take a walk in a park
3. c ur loved ones
4. spank ur monkey
5. take ur gf out to dinner or something
6. play with ur dog (i mean pet, not other sexual stuff)
7. and so on
drinking beer and smoking cigarates will make u even more depressed. at least playing games doesn't really harm ur body
well abu, your intentions are good, but what does harming my body really do, take 1 years off my life, in real time were talking like what, 1/trilionth of a second, my health means nothing to the good of humanity and life
harming urself can get rid of pain (emotional). cutting for example. i've seen many girls do that. it works, but it's also weird. i would do something good to ur body. just becuz going to expreme can sometimes lead u to bad lives in the future. smoking weed when ur depressed will make u a hobo and a pothead. that's not good. lolQuote:
Originally posted by Duffman3@23 December 2003 - 01:37
well abu, your intentions are good, but what does harming my body really do, take 1 years off my life, in real time were talking like what, 1/trilionth of a second, my health means nothing to the good of humanity and life
oh pot isn't a drug it has no long lasting effects anywho thinks pot makes you dumb gave into governement propoganda i smoke pot cigs, drink but i don't do actual drugs