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Originally posted by Skweeky@19 April 2004 - 08:45
Erm...the other kids thought I was crazy, my teachers thought I was highly intelligent.
I had an overactive imagination and for some reason I was always able to convince other people my way was the right way. When I was 8 or so I used to get into a lot of fights with some boys ( It worried the teachers I was so violent at times, I never told them I got beat up at home by my dad almost every day). That stopped after I kicked one of them in the balls. When I was a bit older I was just a weirdo. i read a lot and knew more than I should have known for my age I suppose. I once got punished for telling the class meningitis could be infectuous after one of my mates brother got it.
The first 2 years of highschool were hell. The first year was just because I dressed weird and used to hang out with boys a lot. Apparently that was not done. Second year my dad succeeded in creating some more debts and we basically didn't have any money to buy decent clothing or food. Ah yes, kids can be so cruel.
Anyway. The summer after my 14th birthday my dad died and I became a completely different person. My mum didn't really know how to control me so she just let me have my way. I don't know if she was just too tired to try and stop me or she felt guilty about all the years I wasn't even allowed to buy candy. It was cool. I got to develop myself in a way few people get the chance. By the time school started again in september everyone loved me and wanted to be my friend. I became the class clown and my grades dropped majestically.
It's that year I met my 1st boyfriend. From a free-minded hippy I became a stuck-up bitch. I didn't go out anymore, spent all my money on clothes etc...
Boyfriend turned out to be a right bastard. Beatings, rape,...I suppose that's when I stopped being a kid. I passed the 4th year. Then broke up with the guy the next year, he stalked me for months. I got into the gothic scene, started drinking, using drugs stayed away from school. My mum didn't really care, I cared even less. Got kicked out of school when they caught a mate and me with a bottle of vodka on a school trip and some stories about a party I had thrown.
I met Bender when I was 17, that got me back on me feet. I was a really good student the last two years of highschool :)
Did I overdo it here? :blink:
:( im sorry to hear that sweeks