Sorry, I'm going to have to disappoint you... I have never behaved like a pig towards any women, and I can't start now... I tried, and failed. Which is why not having women in my life is all I'm left with...
However... all is not lost... this very morning my 7 year old daughter came and told me about how her 4 year old brother had hit her... and I stood and realised that I couldn't tell him hitting girls was wrong... that imposing the flawed values I was programmed with onto him, so that he can suffer the same kind of utterly disgraceful treatment at the hands of women as I have, would be wrong of me... so I didn't. The best I could manage was a feeble "we don't hit people" statement... there's a result for the future of man woman relationships which the woman who screwed me over can be so very proud of, eh?
Last edited by NotLettingItGo; 08-30-2011 at 05:04 PM.
I've just spent an hour sat in the bath reflecting on the lines I was fed by that 'special friend' of mine... btw 'special friend' was her description of what our friendship was... It was really her friendship, not ours, because I was just some stupid sap she could use... she never actually gave any kind of fuck about me, beyond how to manipulate me so that I would continue to piss away my life and time making her feel good about herself.... anyway back on topic... thinking about it you know... I reckon nearly all of the lines she fed me were exactly the same lines she used on other men... I'm willing to bet she told lots of men they were 'special friends'... along with so many other completely shite lines she fed me to manipulate me.
I have to say reflecting on things and being able to look back on other events that happened as time passed, she's not looking like a very nice individual at all... it's like a jigsaw puzzle that's falling into place from the benefit of hindsight... and I was stupid enough to fall for all the shite she fed me... god am I thick.
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