Rock Bottom...

[brotherdoobie]

How far down is rock bottom, exactly? (exactly) I am standing on the edge of the afore mentioned.

I'm thirty-six:

I've finished school, barely. ( I'm a System Admin - in
theory...not practice.)

I'm a father of three and a husband to a lovely lady.

Kids, while your young try to tame your addictions, vices and
filthy little habits. (read eliminate)

I am in the jaws of a powerful beast and it's eating my soul
slowly...bite by bite. (day in...and day out.)

I don't know if I want it (me) to stop.

I want it (me) to stop...with all of my heart.
It is fucking madness.

Three days awake, a thousand cigarettes butts - and still no fucking
clue what to do, at all. (at all)


Paul

[S!X]

This will answer all your questions, http://youtube.com/watch?v=lEvF6vlEhBA

[thewizeard]

Paul these moments come to us all and around the age you have reached..this crisis tends to occur around 33 years and is sometimes called "the Jesus crisis" Often it goes with religious insights etc...just keep away from crosses for a time..post liberally here in teh Lounge and roll another joint!

[brotherdoobie]

If you wanna hang out you've got to take her out; cocaine.
If you wanna get down, down on the ground; cocaine.
She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie; cocaine.

If you got bad news, you wanna kick them blues; cocaine.
When your day is done and you wanna run; cocaine.
She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie; cocaine.

If your thing is gone and you wanna ride on; cocaine.
Don't forget this fact, you cant get it back; cocaine.
She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie; cocaine.

She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie; cocaine.


-bd

[S!X]

roll another joint!

As I take another choken toke of icky sticky stanky
Stuff a bull, pack a pipe, twist a blunt, roll and light a joint
Lean back and puff slow

[thewizeard]

yes well perhaps a little less of that ...also it's very expensive and then the quality..unless you know good dealers then it will be rubbish

[S!X]

brotherdoobie, the last thing you wanna do is turn out like the Baldwin brother addicted to coke.... as it would get you nowhere fast.

[thewizeard]

As I take another choken toke of icky sticky stanky
Stuff a bull, pack a pipe, twist a blunt, roll and light a joint
Lean back and puff slow

Good advice

[brotherdoobie]

brotherdoobie, the last thing you wanna do is turn out like the Baldwin brother addicted to coke.... as it would get you nowhere fast.

I was quoting Eric's song. Because of its sardonic nature. I wasn't singing
it's praises. (at all)


Trust me.



-bd

[Skiz]

PM me, I might be able to cheer you up.