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    Ok well I have been doing a lot of thinking latley and finally decided to tell the world. I have some things I need to get off my chest and I need some people to tell me if I'm ok and you all have similary experiences. Let me first start out saying I'm 17 (bout to turn 18), I live in Miami Florida and I have a girlfriend.

    I have been having sex since I was 3. It started when I had a friend named lynn. We were I think three, we knew each other by our parents. My mother was friends with hers and we used to go to church together. One day me and her decided to....How do I put this delicitly....get it on. Of course I didn't really know what sex was back then so I just kind of rode her instead of penitrasion. (God I hope I'm aloud to post this romance novel ). We did things untill about the age of 5 and she moved away. I was sad, horny, but I knew I would live. At about the age of 7 my half sisters friend joanna had a daughter named cali (please...I don't know where they got that stupid name. She was also seven, just like me. When I finally got used to her, one day I asked her to pull her panties down in the bathroom (gosh I was perverted), and well...things happend. My mother had babysit her so thats why she came over all the time. Well a few years later our mothers had a fight and she left, and never saw her again. When I was 10 my stepdad came into the picture, he had a daughter named maria. She was 2 years younger than me so I didnt try anything. When she turned ten I caught her doing some rather naughty things. I told her I could help her out with that and I did (I had seen a porn video by then and knew what to do.). Untill I was the age of 15 we did it. One day she brought over a friend named marissa. She had an ass that would make you cry. She was one year older than maria. That night they got into shirts and panties only. Marissa ass hung out and I was ready for action. When they went to bed I procceded to get it on with maria while marissa watched. She wanted some too so I had them both get naked and get on top of me. Not to long later that year, my mother and her boyfriend broke up, so of course those girls left too. Two years later, witch is now, I'm 17 and I live with my girlfriend. I love her and I intend to stay with her.

    My question is, have any of you had similary experiences and can tell me I was just a stupid kid. I really feel bad about screwing all those girls. I'm not trying to be funny I just need a responce. I bet the first one will be something like

    (dude your one sick fucka&#33. What you guys think??

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    That is seriously wrong

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    Originally posted by Proper Bo, I tell thee@2 August 2003 - 02:25
    That is seriously wrong
    look on the bright side CadeLaguana, at least it wasn't "dude your one sick fucka!" like you said. lol.

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    dude I know what I did back then. I ask lord to forgive me every day and I'm so upset for what I did. I was just a kid too, they wanted me, I wanted them. I can't forgive myself. Sometimes I want to die but I hear none of them have any problems.


    Maybe I should commit suicide


    EDIT: Another thing, I'm not like that anymore. I love my girlfriend. Its not like I raped them. They wanted me to do the things. Though I was a stupid fucking kid. I hate talking about my past because of it. I'm left with this pain...

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    I think, if you are telling the truth, this shouldn't have been posted in the lounge
    EDIT: or anywhere for that matter

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    dude its not like I was in it for the sex. I liked the girls. I didnt have any friends. I droped out of school last year. I'm sorry if this has caused any trouble. I just don't have anyone else to tell this too. Maybe I should confess to a priest at the church I used to go to. It drives me crazy. I really didn't know any better. My parents didn't ever tell me anything about this situation. Now that I know it kills me

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    Originally posted by CadeLaguana@2 August 2003 - 01:27
    Maybe I should commit suicide


    Dude-you have issues- although, i think your making it up. Commit Sucide(or dont post anymore)-do the world a favor!

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    Man how could you be such an ass. I have spent the last couple of years pissed at myself! Don't you dare tell me I'm making this shit up. If you don't belive me then get the hell outta here. I have had so much pain that if you felt you would just want to kill yourself to. I may have to a stupid sick person as a child, but I am still a person. A child of god. I think I have a right to forgiveness. We all make mistakes in life, You may not like it, I don't like it, the world doesnt like it, but I know I am sorry for what I did. You can't forgive me prisioner than leave!
    God knows I am sorry...

    I'm sorry. I really am. I can put that out enough. Maybe If I was told of this by parents that cared, I wouldn't be a jobless guy living with his girlfriend. It ruined my life, I hope it makes you happy.

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    I really don't see what's so sick about this, I mean, it's not like you, as a 17 year old got it on with a 3 year old (shudders)....I don't think it even qualifies as sex. Plenty of kids "play around" with each other (and with themselves...) it's more like a new toy then sex.

    Perhaps when you were 10 you might have had a little more common sense, but then again what kids see/hear on TV really influences them...

    So while it's nothing to be proud of, it also isn't anything to be horribly ashamed of either, given the circumstances B)

    I don't want to contradict any religious beliefs here, but if you weren't "using" the girls, or tricking them into doing stuff....wha't's the big deal? A friend of mine and his cousin got it on when they were 4...does that make him guilty if incest, rape? Of course not...hell a girl can't even get pregnant at the age of 4.

    edit: added the last bit

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    god hates you, you damn dirty ape

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