
Originally Posted by
mindlock
I download movies ... to escape the reality of my life.
You realize that's not really healthy thinking that way, right? Your kid's autistic, sucks. Care for him, but don't make your life revolve around him. I worked in a disabled kids centre for a few months, I always noticed the healthiest kids were usually the ones whose families cared, but weren't obsessed with making them the focus of their entire life.
Take care of your kid. Don't ruin your own life. It's not that hard. Treat him like every other kid, but make sure to keep him away from harm more often than not. Nowadays there's jobs everywhere for "people" to earn a living in, and before you know it, your kid will be old enough to sustain himself, and will know enough to stay alive all on his own. Stop stressing.
As for CHDBits, I'll cut you some slack right now. Dig deep into your pockets, find 10$, go to astraweb.com, and subscribe to their service. You will never need another HD tracker, ever again. This, I promise you.
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