Listen to me, megabyteme, I will tell you my whole story. You already know some of it. In 2008, I joined hdbits, and when I joined their irc channel, people in the channel began to treat me like shit for no reason. So, I started to feel really angry, but I kept all of that anger inside. Even though I never achieved the status of a power user, I started ignoring social rules and started requesting an invite to waffles.fm in the General Chat section of the hdbits forums. Eventually, I received a permanent warning because of that. Then I was banned from sdbits. In the hdbits forums, I began to complain about my ban from sdbits, so I was banned from hdbits as well. After it happened, I let the hidden anger that all this time I kept inside out in the open. You can call it "autistic" anger. On the p2p-net irc server, I began sending private messages to many different people. Those people were either hdbits VIPs, power users, non-power users, or the members of the hdbits staff. I started telling them that I didn't know how to get a woman for sex, started telling them how lonely I was, and told them some other stuff. Some of those people actually replied to me and I had conversations with them. But I also sent some angry messages to the hdbits admin Firon, who was also the irc op of the p2p-net network. So, of course, he banned me from the network, but since I had a dynamic IP, I kept returning to that network. One time, as far as I remember, I sent him an almost violent message... So, I did the same thing for like a year, which was returning to that network and sending messages to different people. Firon is also an admin at forum.utorrent.com, so one time I registered on that forum and sent him a message, asking him for an invite to hdbits.org, but he banned me from the forum with the message "No." I registered another account on that forum and sent him a message in which I told him that I didn't know how to get a woman for sex. So, he banned me with the message "Bye, retard". I stopped sending private messages to different people only 2 months before I was re-invited to hdbits. When I was re-invited to hdbits, I was afraid to start posting on the forums and was afraid to join their irc channel. But an hdbits moderator started telling me that I wouldn't be banned if I started posting on the forums, so I started posting on the forums. To my surprise, people were nice to me when I started posting, and I even sent a message to ringhunter telling him that I was surprised that people were nice. He responded, "Yes, they may appear mean at first, but they are actually sensible people." But then, I guess, I made my first mistake. Even though I was told that I wasn't allowed to join the irc channel, I did it anyway. It was a fatal mistake because now, as you know, I am banned from hdbits.
I still don't understand why ringhunter suddenly began treating me in a bad way...
I hope my English is good enough, and you were able to understand everything that I wrote above.
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