
Originally Posted by
rejectOfAllah
I'll let you in on a secret of mine MBM.
My usefulness as a slab of meat became apparent the moment she left her husband, she had decided that she would continue to use me to make herself feel good (everything will contunue as it is (her words)) after she left him. However I objected to the thought of her unilaterally deciding that she could use me to make herself feel good whilst going off out looking for a man to replace me. Someone she could have a proper relationship with. As I pointed out to her at the time, that wasn't on, and any man she did start seeing wouldn't be happy about that. I've said before about how it was me who told her that she couldn't continue to have close the intimate relationship she had with me anymore... well that was why. That was also when it became apparent that if I wasn't going to be providing her with what she had decided she would use me for, then I was of no use to her anymore... this was a woman who claimed to care about me.
And the secret... if I hadn't of sat in my car and supported what her best friend had advised her to do (leave her husband)... I would probably have continued to be used by her for fuck knows how many years... all whilst she never actually gave any kind of toss about me... as long as I was providing what she had decided I would provide to her.
Now don't take my word... go ask her... she's your friend. Then once you have you can stop throwing shit at me constantly.
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