Another New Years Wasted

**wormless** · 01-01-2004, 01:38 AM

happy new year to u all

**SnowyTheDj** · 01-01-2004, 01:48 AM

have a great NEW YEAR

**wormless** · 01-01-2004, 02:00 AM

@ bot is this right?

glad ny sabbatical bot

**Smith** · 01-01-2004, 05:29 AM

well, seing as my parents r asleep rite now, and its only 11:23 thus is another new years wasted. they dont seem 2 see wut it means 2 kids. ya im only 14, and im not rebeling or anything, most of the time ma parents r pretty cool about things. but on holidays they ruin them, by saying its just another day. like 2nite.
despite the fact that my sisters were begging 2 stay up 2 midnite, and their 10 and 12 yrs old they still made them go 2 bed at normal time. they planned all these snacks, make a big eal about it, have some fun . but then she decieded that a cold would ruin everything didnt do anything, didnt pick up the phone when i called 2 ask if u could stay at my friends house 4 the nite, casue we were partying, and we were gonna get loaded. so here i am. 11:27, talking 2 the few ppl on msn that arnt doing anythin either.

its bad enuff that i couldnt suck in the christmas spirit, now it feels like i missed something, like something is empty. now im missing new years.

u have no idea wut its like, when u know ur suppost 2 be felling something, when u know u should b happy, cause of all the gifts ur getting, and all the family u have, but u just dont.

knowing that u have 2 go 2 the same old school, and take a fuckin exam in 2 weeks that u dont want 2, all u wana do is relax, worrie free, not a thought in ur head, but u have all these things 2 deal with.

its been a shitty year.