Is There Someone

[j2k4]

Originally posted by gemby!@14 April 2004 - 17:10
i've never lost anyone close to me so i dont know what its gonna be like when someone does finally go.

i really am dreading the day anyone i love goes and i really hope it isn't soon

I don't think it's something you can ever get used to, Gemby.

I have my own faith, but apart from the shock of such events, I still have such a tremendous and horrible sense of loss and anger.

I don't deal with such things as well as others seem to, and I don't really know why.

[Skweeky]

That's true, you don't get used to it...

My parents were quite old when they got me (my mum was 41, my dad 55). My dad died when I was 14. We didn't get along at all but now I regret the things I never was able to tell him(mind you, they're aren't all nice things).
It's scary...My mum is 62 now, my eldest brother will be 40 this year. Everyone I love is a lot older than me...