I've never been much of a grass smoker. I do smoke a helluva lot of hash though.
I started smoking it when I was 14. Having a few jays here and there. I started smoking heavily, I suppose, when I was about 17. I'm 33 now. Since I was 17, I've smoked like a chimney. Not joints, (well, only in company). I lived and worked in Holland from about the age of 18 to 21 and the main reason for this was to pursue that lifestyle, in all honesty.
The way I smoke is with "Fuckits"- well, that's what we call it over here. It's very similar to a water bong or bucket only a lot more potent, imo. I won't go into the physics but it pretty much knocks your socks off. I'd do maybe 4 or 5 of those a night.
I've done this continually since I was 17 every night in life. I've always had problems sleeping and this has sufficed to send me off to beddy-byes quite nicely, thank you very much. I've never had a problem holding down a job and I'm generally quite an amiable bugger so there really wasn't much of a bad effect on the wife and kids. However, quite recently, something in me wanted to stop.
So, I haven't had a smoke in 3 weeks and I've got to tell you, I've never been so miserable in my puff (if you will). I can't sleep a wink. I'm irritable in my job. Which isn't nice because I do payroll for about 2000 people and it requires me to be reasonable and nice. When I do sleep, I'm having nightmares- scary ones. I'm generally a snappy fucker and I don't like myself much when I'm not totally wopped off my head. I've also hit the vino pretty hard since I've stopped.
They say that ganja isn't addictive but I'll tell you, it's habit forming as fuck. I must say, it's helped me somewhat coming back here to post- gives the old grey matter some exercise and what not but my palms are sweating as I type this.
I'm very tempted now to go and see a mate and get an ounce of pollen and smoke the fuck right out of it.
Fuckety fuck fuck!
Rant over.
Thanks for reading.
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