Ok, here goes...
I've been kinda with a bloke for a long, long time.
When we started seeing each other, we both had partners.
He told me if I dumped my b/f of the time, he would give up everything
for me.
I was told he loved me, and he wanted to look after me forever.
Well, I have been single now for over 5 months, and he has made
no effort to leave his g/f, although he has lied to me a few times and said he did.
To add insult, he is constantly offering me money, which I refuse to accept.
Last week, I said I wasn't gonna be screwed around anymore,
he burst into tears saying he was sorry he was hurting me, and all that crap.
The thing is, when he is upset he call's on me, but if I need him, he is always unreachable.
Nothing has changed, except Im older and a lil wiser.
He used to write me poetry, and leave little presents on my pillow.
Now, he just comes round to...ahem...
And thats only once a week, at the most.
I know I'm just being strung along and used, but can someone confirm it for me?
That way, I won't feel so bad if I manage to pull tomorrow night.
It's all got to the point, where I am thinking of moving away from everyone I love,
to get my head straight.
What do I doooo? :crying:
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