NVM, after reading some more pages of your journal, I can see you've had some tough times and lots of assholes harassing you for some reason (no idea why you don't get specific), so I just CBB any more. I don't know what I did to you to make it personal, but as you say, "If you want to get personal, you know who and where I am." One things apparent though, we both got fat since 2005 :/
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