People with young children....

[chalice]

Oh I have cried recently, cried from my soul.

I could do it now. I just have think of a song and a person and relive certain moments in my mind's eye.

Really? Honestly?

I can't fucking do that. I want to, like.

But I can't.

[JPaul]

Oh I have cried recently, cried from my soul.

I could do it now. I just have think of a song and a person and relive certain moments in my mind's eye.

Really? Honestly?

I can't fucking do that. I want to, like.

But I can't.

Really, honestly.

True story.

[chalice]

Am I a sociopath then?

True question.

[100%]

I wish i could cry again like a kid.
Total let go.
Purest form ever.

Actually, Zed, so do I.

I haven't shed a tear in 9 years and before that, I can't remember.

That was when my grandfather died. He was the closest thing to a father I ever had.

Start a thread.

if adults do it is called "a breakdown"
why so negative?
All that shit inside, so sweet to let out.
contradiction to the "be free, be young" blah
double edged sword.


According to i have no clue which philosophers - levinagh or.... the aim of life is to be totally immersed in total feeling where self consciousness no longer exists. As in surfing, paragliding, chanting at presidential debates, cults,
or numbness of tv, web world.
To truely laugh with people is amazing, to cry is more honest?
You laugh in public as an adult, but rarely cry and if you do you are seriously fucked up.

hypocritical world if you ask me.

Let the kids cry because they also laugh.

A lot.

[chalice]

Zed, sorry, but that reads like absolute balls to me.

[100%]

i am wired.
mea culpa
you are forgiven

[JPaul]

Am I a sociopath then?

True question.

Not that I'm aware of.

[100%]

a little bit though. It adds to the character.

[chalice]

How would you be aware over the internets.

I love my children and I would more than probably cry to see the loss of them.

It's just that I've been put in very compromising situations in the past. I've discussed some of them on this board. I've seen other men, unquestionably 'harder' than myself breakdown like children in the same situation.

This is not to say I didn't break-dowm. Just that I can't cry.

What the fuck is that about then?

[100%]

Maybe it is having gone through too much or hiding too much that prevents one to let go.
You would not survive other wise in society.